so today was ok. i like the people i work with at coc. i mostly work with noel. he's really nice. and today i met doug and he showed me well.. basically the same stuff noel showed me. but it was easier to listen to doug tell me cuz he's more my age and noel kinda puts me to sleep. actually doug was kinda boring too. its just boring stuff. cuz i know most of it. the graphics and computer tech people walk thru alot so im starting to get to know them. the graphis dude gave me and noel that ice breakers gum. its like little cubes.. that stuff is sooooooo good. o man. o man. i decided. i've been feeling fine. like. really. i'm not gonna take this prozac nonsense anymore. i dont think its working anyways. like... i think its all in my head.. yeah. i dont think its done anything. i think it was just a placebo. the pills are just empty or something probably. and its all in my head. im not gonna let them toy with my emotions. psha. im thru with this so called "medication". in other news: Im stressing out! money= none. o my gosh i dont even want to think of it. im getting eaten alive. i need a new job. i need... i need something. timmy got me a sunflower picture. its pretty. sunflowers are my favorite flower. its gonna go right over my bed.