wow. Its crazy how you can live with someone for soo long and still not know anything about them.
I mean. i reeeeeeally do not get timmy. at all.
and he sure as HECK doesnt get me.
obviously. maybe. its like that for everyone. or maybe.... its only like that when things arent meant to be. it shouldnt be like this.
why wont he just talk to me? he knows im upset. he knows what about... why doesnt he just act like a normal boy and be just a little upset that were well i guess u would call this fighting for us.. not talking. uhg.
he knows that if he waits long enough, i'll come to him so he can blow me off once again and i'll just accept it and get over it. or until i just get over it without even trying. but no..
thats not fair. i think i am a fair person for the most part. and instead of holding this blind grudge towards him, i respect him enough to confront him about it and ask him about it instead of asume or dwell... and he cant do the same. he cant even speak.
he fills time with small activities that dont matter and that he wouldnt even normally do just to avoid the subject and me.
who does that? its stupid and immature.
truth be told...
"if you have to work this hard,
it must not be working"
-Ryan (from the OC)
i guess i know what you feelin
like we same or were same
but we use to fight all the time
then make up and have such....
love is a fuck up thing
it is
i feel so alone now
scared
i dont know
it just sucks
why did it have to be this way
to end this way
what the fuck!
so much pain
but then it was so damn good sometimes
not one like her
she is crazy
yes she is
but so am i
mabe thats why this is this
i dont know
fuck it!