lots to say so its christmas. slept in till like almost 12 i think. timmys dad called and he is coming after all.. some time in a few days or something. so thats cool and such. we went to jack and got grindage and theeeeeen i decided to go to my grandmas. i wasnt going to but i dunno... just did. it was my first time going up to tehachapi all by myself.. i didnt even mapquest it or ask for directions or anything. all by memory. i was very proudof myself and it was so fun... especially going really fast and the curvy roads. and and i got there and i rang the door beel and then i opened the door and everyone was in the living room and alisha and amelia ran up to me and amelias like "jenI! ur here ur here!" and it was awkward. but i said hi to my grandma and i said "hi mom" and she was like ignoring me. and it was all gay and stupid. she brought her stuff with her to stay over nite but once i got threr she finished watching the show they were wtaching and then she's like "ok mom, im gonna go soon" cuz i was there and she thought i was staying. and i dunno dumb stuff. and then manuel came back from his friends house and asked if he could drive back with me. so we were gonna go but my grandma wouldnt let me leave unless i took the freeway so i agreed to follow my mom back the back way. and she drove so fast. it was crazy. and then well.. im kinda tired so im gonna finish this tomorrow. but it started out crappy until i got to the mothers house and we had a big talk and i hung out a while. saw my brother. and it was nice. things are ok.. not perfect but they arent as bad as they were. so thats good. anyways i'll finish later. nite. and pictures to come.