this is monday its not tuesday nope nope nope! nope! nope! nope! yeah so I heard my mother wrong. cuz she said I have an interview with payless and i thought it was today but its tomorrow. so yeah Im glad cuz that'll be a packed day. and i always get so anxious before getting on a plane, i just wanna get that part over with. cuz i used to love flying. but now, not cuz of 9/11, it was way before that but flying just freaks me out. but yeah so wake up, interview, school, thingy with andres and el sleepo and thennnnnnn. i dont leave the burbank airport at 8 like i thought. haha. i leave at 7:05am and get there at like 8:15am. I asked sal to take me and he was ify and now its even earlier. but Im gonna give him gas money so hopefully the ol sal pulls thru. holy cow. I have never hurt so much by a period before in my LIFE! OW! ANY position I am in I ache like crazy, but rest asssured children. I took Midol, for teens.... last nite was so crazy. a crazy long convo with brett. then brett and andres had a um talk... and then a crazy long convo with andres. but it was like 5 in the am so he kept asking me a question and i dreamt i answered him and he gave up and we went to bed. i thought it was funny tho. so Im making this purse thing. gonna look shizz nasty. haha when my brother first went to NC he said alot of the black dudes dressed like gangsters and had bad english.. as a style. and he didnt like them. and i told them thats what you call a thug nasty. he thought that was funny. Andres found my wallet! well not really cuz the car peoples at ford or something found it And and and it was in his old car and now it will be with me cuz i miss my wallet even tho its ugly. give it to me baby. uh huh. uh huh. I was reading jenae's diary and i miss her. well I missed her first and tat prompted the reading. in the beginning it was mostly about m and i miss those times. now we arent even like best friends anymore. I dont know what happened. davey? sara? i dont know... somewhere along those people.. a jeni was replaced.