i like the things you dooooooOOoooOOooo
hey tony! if i could i would be YOU!
youre the one and only tiger..
with the one and only taste?
you know how to take a breakfast and make it...
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..EAAAAT!
i like that song oooodlessly..
yesterday was nice. played video games with timmy and such. cant remember too much but it was fun. woot.
today... i am sick. ish. not too sick. just ish-like.
its cold.
I went to the bank and then i went to work. my cousin wanted to come down here today and i was gonna go pick him up but my mom said she didnt want him here cuz theres "too much tension in the house" nazi. so didnt do that. was feeling pretty crazy bleh at work so i left. i wwent to the mall to get socks and undies. and i cant believe how much things cost that people arent even going to see. its crazy. well socks yeah but still. but still. so i went to ross. good stuff. and theeeen i went home and i forgot i told tim i was gonna call him so i called him. and then i forgot that i was gonna shave my legs today so i was gonna do that real fast and leave but thennnnnnnn my mom wanted to "talk" grr. so i had to deal with that. and then i went to tims and we got wendys, payed tony, and he taught me a lil bit of guitar.
so I decided I hate hair. I dont understand why my leg hair has to be so frustrating and difficult. Especially in the winter time. I shaved today and it was good.. but by tomorrow it will be back to the prickles and not enough to shave again just.. prickles. its a special occassion people. a very special occasion indeed and tomorrow the occassion is gone. and wont be back for a very long time. thats it kids. Im not shaving my legs for the rest of winter cuz.. for one thing its a waste of time and secondly its a waste of time.. especially if no one even see's them.. why bother? speaking of whores.. i saw a girl in a mini skirt today.. a mini skirt.. its flippin cold and she's in a.. gah! its oh so frustrating..
tims friend anna added me on myspace. woot and such. i feel likededed. dead?
i have to peee.
Im gonna go watch sisterhood of the traveling pants. i know. im not hetero but.. someones gotta watch it.
what else? mmmm...
i love you timmy.
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just got a rather interesting comment
there is no strength in christ or christianity for that matter.how can there be strength in something that is so contridictory and just fucking backwards.the bible says one thing and a few pages later says another that goes against the previously mentioned statement.its all bullshit. why love(more than thine mother,father and sibling)someone, something that you can not see nor do you have any real absolute proof is real.its all shit.look up more.
-says pukeworm
well mr pukeworm.. im not exactly at the place i wanna be at in my walk with God right now. I feel more distant than ever and am probably not even in a place to give a response. especially to the public... but since the comment was to me.. and since your diary is friends only.. this is my response to you: I dont think the bible is contradictory at all. its not a book that should be taken literally all the time. alot of the time its subjective. and alot of the time its symbolic. I guess i believe in God because without him I am nothing. Im proving it right now.. but when i commit my life to him.. everything seems so right. (Im speaking for myself here.) When i do things on my own everything falls apart. I dont know another way to live but to believe that theres someone that no matter what, will always love me. the bible doesnt ever contradict that statement. My mom lets me down every day. my brother does too. my amazing boyfriend tim will eventually let me down. people always let you down but I take comfort in knowing that God will never disappoint me. hasnt yet and wont. I have looked into it. Ive been at the lowest of lows ready to give it all up and thought of every possible thing thats wrong with christains, christianity, religion, God.. whatever you wanna throw in there.. and ya i come up with some good stuff. but no way leaves me loved. and who doesnt love to be loved? Im in an interesting situation right now and i dont feel like i am very christlike but i know that there is grace and i know that God is real. thats all that really matters. besides.. even if i were to believe he wasnt real.. what do i have to lose? lets say we do just die and thats that. no heaven no hell just dirt forever and ever... then there was no point to living at all. so why not live a life being loved or "pretending" to be.. Id rather pretend than go through my whole life knowing i had no purpose... and that all i have to look forward to is dirt. what is it about living without Gods love thats so appealing to you? Id also like to add and i hope you dont take offense.. that I dont have a problem with you not believing in God so why would you write a comment basically saying you have a problem with me believing in God? I dont mind your comment... just kinda curious. I hope you read this and respond or add me. k.. the end.
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