today was ineteresting. i screwed up the time on my alarm clock. so i woke up extra late. 2. and i was supposed to be ready at 12:30 to go to school. grr. so my mom told me to take the bus. well, i was at the bus stop for a LONG time. like 20 minutes and then a bus drove by. didnt stop. and then like 40 more minutes. and it was crazy. So I finally get to my school and i look in the door and its 4:15. they close at 4. so i called my mom and walked to ross where she told me she'd pick me up. I bought the cute photo album and notebook i found yesterday. i didnt see monica to get the cd case. hopefully she remembers and brings it tomorrow.

my mom is sick. so she called and andres to ask if he could take me to thrive. which is funny. cuz she had no clue about this whole fasting thing. so in the drive thru of telly's i spilt my guts. I dont even know why. so she knows some stuff. andres picked me up for church. it was good. pm didnt talk. some other guy did. and we saw a clip from family guy. i love that movie. we got some stuff for my mom. she was being funny tonite.. she was like going crazy cuz she wanted runts. the candy. i thought she was gonna get mad at me cuz we didnt come home right after church cuz we went to eat some jack in the box. and she just wanted her runts. weirdness.

I love this song by garbage.. cherry lips. its fun. go baby. go. go. oh, we're right behind you. go baby. go baby. OH, yeah...

hmmm. thats about all for tonite. i am paid for for the intigrate christmas party. oi. i need to find out whats going on with work. and tomorrow i hang out with heather. well, thats the plan, but my mom told me about this lady across the street who wanted to know if i could babysit her son on thursdays. so i have to figure that out tomorrow.

cant wait for jakes party... if anyone has any cool ideas on what to get the jakester.. please pee in my bucket cuz i have no clue...

well. thats all for now.

Im gonna read my book tonight. maybe I will write about it later. cuz im a loser.

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I really am a loser!

yay!

so i read more of my book. not another chapter. cuz chapters are so big these days. yeah but it was kinda boring for a lil.. in an interesting way. like, it was interesting but it wasnt what i am searching for. didnt give me any answers... only useless statistics and information i mostly already know... but after that it was good. and i learns myself alot. here's some stuff from what i read....

when we come to him by faith, GOs has chosen us out of the world.

john 15:19

wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.

psalm 27:14

one section was called "satisfying the hunger of lonliness" and it said that temptations come most often when out needs are unmet. satan uses this as an advantage and takes a legitimate need and encourages a person to meet it in an illegitimate way. so, the need not to be alone is legitimate, but how we handle that need is important.

also. in the book there was a story of this lady and she prays for God to keep away any man that is not right for her. and such like that. and the book said that her prayers were not just prayers for a husband or for protection, but prayers for purity. cuz thats what God wants most of all.

"God always saves the best for those who are willing to wait for it"

"thats when the holy spirit comes and leads us out of the old life and into a new and better one"

but everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on the sand. the rain came, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against the house, and it fell with a great crash.

matthew 7:26-27

then there was a section all about statistics. and it wasnt really aimed at me since I've heard all those things for when i was a little girl. But.. for other veiwers...

cohabitors have an 80% greater chance of experiencing a marital breakup than couples who marry without a period of cooperative living.

cohabitors are more likely to be unfaithful and lack commitment.

there was more on that subject.. but the book says it better and it doesnt even say it all.

wow... that was alot. Im thinking of making an entry just for all my notes on this book and update it when i read a new chapter. cuz that way it sinks deeper into my head and others can see what Im reading and gain more understanding on where Im coming from or future decisions.

dum dee doo... BYE!