today was nice.
woke up late cuz i went to bed late. sucked because i was getting better.. and then i ruined it by staying up till 5. I suck balls.
i looked for a job, which is no different from any other day. I'm starting to think jobs in general.. hate me. they know I'm coming and are prepared to reject me. and they can all suck it.
i finally clipped jef's nails. i was scared but i did it. woot.
i went to buy panties today. because jeni's never buy panties. actually timmy was gonna buy them for me. but i couldn't find any. just a thong with skulls on it. cuz you're not cool if you don't have skullz on ur vag. what? tomorrrrrrow i shall find more. yay.
so lately like always.. I've fallen into a new stage. like for example, 3-4 months ago was all about the skoozy talk. and now.. its all about the well i dont have a name for it.. its just "the song". everything is a song. like when tim comes home and puts his lunch box on the floor and i stand on it and we have lunch box kisses.. sometimes i sing the lunch box song.. lunchy lunch box. lunchy lunchy lunch box. or if he stinks.. i tell him he's a stinky stinky face.. a stinky stinky stink face. its getting out of hand. especially since now, i have him singing along with me! aaaahh.. dun dun dun. bananananana.
for some reason lingerie came up today in the car. from me but i forget why. but anyways i was just telling tim i didn't even think it was necessary because i didn't think lingerie would really have an effect on him. i mean he doesn't really seem to have a real strong reaction to like.. "clothes" in general so idk. he said I've never tried.. this is true. a very good point. hmmmmm.
we decided we're going to just get married. courthouse style. not exactly preferable but I don't care. Why spend all that money to put on a party for a bunch of people who did nothing but judge blindly the whole time? and tim said this way it'll happen sooner anyways. and its not like he doesn't care about what i want and just wants to save money. because a week or 2 ago he was saying absolutely not to a courthouse wedding because he didn't want me to be disappointed. but because that isn't even possible.. and even if it was possible, it'd be crappy.. what else can we do? i don't want to feel crappy on that day.
oh yeah. we bought packaging tape.
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