I think Jefri really likes his new set up. Just gotta figure out how to keep the rain out before it starts raining because that will suck.

We're going to have Thanksgiving with George and Carol and her son Alec. That'll be nice. Especially since I wont have to cook a turkey. Yay!

My psychologist called Tim today and told him there was a problem with the insurance. That they covered the first visit but they didn't cover the tests. They tests cost $750. I am so angry right now because she told us in the first meeting that some insurance companies don't cover the tests but ours does 100% and she was going to make sure about it and if there were any problems she would let us know. She didn't let us know so we assumed it was covered like she said. Now she's saying its not. wtf. Seriously I don't know what Tim is paying $200 a month for.. his insurance is crap. $200 a month for a year and a half = $2500 + 20% of the stuff we get done(because they only cover 80% of everything)= way more than what it would be if we paid ourselves. $750 is a lot but its a lot less than 2,500 + dollars. Its bullshit. I thought Obama was supposed to fix health care.. Tim is right. He's a joke.

Yesterday, I wished I had a small container to put my eyeshadow mixture in. Today I found a very small container of body glitter. Only thing is.. and I'm not like saying anything.. but I don't wear body glitter. So I don't know where it came from. But whatever I needed a case. Maybe it was mine from a long time ago. Although a long time ago I didn't wear body glitter either. Maybe a friend or a cousin? iunno.

My mom is outrageous. We've exchanged a few emails this week. And. I know now more than ever that things will not change. Maybe she has changed in other ways and I'm happy for her but she hasn't changed how she treats me in comparison to Jason. She wont ever be able to stand up for me when he is the one she is standing up to. She could barely stand up for me to strangers so how could she when its the person she cares about most? Whatever. They can have their twisted relationship. I don't want a part of it. I thought I missed them. I don't. I am sad tho. I want a family. Everyone does. Its confusing when your family doesn't deserve to be wanted. And not in an argue at Thanksgiving sort of way..