[529] water fills these open eyes

everything is ok. i mean. for the most part. me and my mom had a huge talk tonite. she came up at like 2:30 after i got off the internet and i was about to go to sleep and she came up and was all mad cuz i didnt tell her when i got home. and we just started screaming and yelling. yeah it was one of those. and then i just broke down (like always) but this time was just.. i just couldnt take it. i felt so helpless. and the fact that i cant do anything about this is really getting to me. pushed me over the edge.i dunno... after that things calmed down a lil. we were actually talking. and my cerfew is 1am now. not 12. which is pretty cool... but we got to understand where were coming from a lil more.. a lil. not alot but enough. cuz weve had talks before and such so im not like completely hopeful.. cuz usually the hope stays for about a week and then it all turns to poo. but yeah... it ended with a hug so thats good i guess. i dunno what it is but i dont liek to hug people unless.. i dunno. i used to love to hug everyone. i still do.. actually i think its just her. i kinda have this weird thing about hugging her. and thats her love language. touch. gah it has to be the very thing i am uncomfortable doing. but yeah, i guess im going to try harder in that area and hopefully she'll get off my back in other areas. if it goes like that. i dunno. probably not but hey... were being positive here so.. *thinks happy thoughts* tomorrow i might drive my moms car for the day.. maybe. she wont let me drive mine yet. i think i could. but its ok. i just really need to go to work tomorrow. what else? thats all. this is what i drew in the caffeteria... Image hosted by Photobucket.com haha he looks like shaggy. i love shaggy he is my favorite scooby character. especially in the movie movie.. matthew Lillard is the best. but yeah so i was bored.. what of it?
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ooh, one of those.. sometime's things just have to be said. or yelled. sounds like me and my mum a lot.. i remember it being so bad once that i made her cry too and yeah, the hug is the worst.it gets uncomfortable when you go from not hugging her for years at a time then yeah.. thx for ur help =] i have msn.. lol i get it now. i'm dumb. cute drawing btw, you're really lucky..
what I want to know is where can I get a hotel room for $25.00?
haha I used to be in love with matthew liliard...i wanted to have his baby! lol Not really. Cute layout.
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