everything is ok. i mean. for the most part.
me and my mom had a huge talk tonite. she came up at like 2:30 after i got off the internet and i was about to go to sleep and she came up and was all mad cuz i didnt tell her when i got home. and we just started screaming and yelling. yeah it was one of those. and then i just broke down (like always) but this time was just.. i just couldnt take it. i felt so helpless. and the fact that i cant do anything about this is really getting to me. pushed me over the edge.i dunno... after that things calmed down a lil. we were actually talking. and my cerfew is 1am now. not 12. which is pretty cool... but we got to understand where were coming from a lil more.. a lil. not alot but enough. cuz weve had talks before and such so im not like completely hopeful.. cuz usually the hope stays for about a week and then it all turns to poo. but yeah... it ended with a hug so thats good i guess. i dunno what it is but i dont liek to hug people unless.. i dunno. i used to love to hug everyone. i still do.. actually i think its just her. i kinda have this weird thing about hugging her. and thats her love language. touch. gah it has to be the very thing i am uncomfortable doing. but yeah, i guess im going to try harder in that area and hopefully she'll get off my back in other areas. if it goes like that. i dunno. probably not but hey... were being positive here so.. *thinks happy thoughts*
tomorrow i might drive my moms car for the day.. maybe. she wont let me drive mine yet. i think i could. but its ok. i just really need to go to work tomorrow.
what else? thats all.
this is what i drew in the caffeteria...
haha he looks like shaggy. i love shaggy he is my favorite scooby character. especially in the movie movie.. matthew Lillard is the best. but yeah so i was bored.. what of it?
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