Listening to: Elton John- Tiny Dancer
Blue jean baby, L.A. lady,
seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile,
you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her
dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me,
tiny dancer in my hand
Jesus freaks out in the street
Handing tickets out for God
Turning back she just laughs
The boulevard is not that bad
Piano man he makes his stand
In the auditorium
Looking on she sings the songs
The words she knows, the tune she hums
But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can't hear me
When I say softly, slowly
Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today
Blue jean baby, L.A. lady,
seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile,
you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her
dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me,
tiny dancer in my hand
i love that song. havent heard it in a while.
Jason is soo silly. we got off the phone at like 12ish so he could go to sleep for church in z morning. he calls me at 2:30am all groggy sounding. He's like "i wanted to tell you i miss you" and Im like "were you sleeping?"... "yeah but i missed you" :] I like his sleepy voice. yep. i do cuz its sexy. he's cute when he's sleepy. He asked what i was doing and i said i was tearing up a jacket to make it look not so dumb cuz i was bored. and he was saying how he needs to be there for me when im bored. and im like "at 2:30 in the morning???" ....."yeah cuz thats why you'll have a huge crush on me... cuz i am reliable..." or something lol he was half asleep but he's adorable. i like himmmmmm. i wanna kiss his face. muchly.
I realized tonight. Just now. Altho things have been SOOO crazy.. I'm happy. And i like feeling happy again. I dont need to spend time being a butt and being sad about things i cant prevent or things that happened and i cant fix or change... And I like being happy and i think i need some happy for a change.
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hmm i like being liked......
2:34a
lol u were not sleeping u dork..
2:39a
haha!!! no no!! i woke back up at two and wrote this cuz I was thinking about you....you were like my happiness inspiration!!! :)
2:41a
:]
o ok. lol
hm. i wanna kiss your nose
2:42a
I wanna kiss your back...and hold you closer to me..
what am i doin up?!
2:44a
haha.. uhm i dunno.
go to sleep creep
goodniiight :]
2:53a
i know i'm weird...i know i know...but i like you...ya know that? i like you so much i feel like bursting...okay...i def am tired...goodnight goodnight goodnight you..(i had to compete with you on just one night babe...to see if i could stay up as long as you! :))
okay okay..gnight.
2:59
i'm very sorry.. it just isnt possible to beat me at staying up.. i'm crazy awesome like that. lol i tried sleeping earlier.. i couldnt :[ we're gonna be soo tired tomorrowww.
:] you make me happy. happier than not watching john travolta murder those poor little pigs.. yeah.. i know.. i know..
eggnog..
ok I'm going to sleeeep.
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today.. later... im going to church. then grandmas.. where much girl talk will comense.. and then jasons show. he's hosting. i cant wait to seeeee him. i miss his face.
ya know what i love about him tho?? he's not a giant. not that giants suck (only sum). I dont have any back pains when i hug him. yay! I can just hug and hug and hug and never feel sore. its truly spectacular. and theres lots more of that word to come I'm sure..
well this entry is like full of jasonness. so i should probably change the subject..
i like to run with cones on my head. what?
ok goodnight.
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And about tim because if I dont get my anger out I'll never get over it completely..
If they knew his secrets.. they wouldnt want him. do i recall a certain gas station situatioooon? yeah.. yeah. and his stupid chicken legs. not to mention he'll probably die soon because of all the fast food he eats and bad back posture. I'm bitter mode.
I'd like to make it clear that i do not want him. EVER. I just think its crummy that God can make such crummy people look soo non crummy. I think it sucks that he acts like it was just a big fat joke. like i was a big joke. but you know what? jokes on him. I'm going to get what I want someday.. and he's going to end up alone.. its sad.
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