Last night we got Chinese food from some place we will never go back to again. it was so gross. i just realized.. at the end of my list of posts it says how many posts i have posted.. which is a very different number than i have.. about 200 off lol. hmm... i do have halves and extra entries. but still 200 off? weird. i tried counting but i got confused. i know some of my entries were out of order.. a few but it seems like a lot more now.. Timmy looked cute this morning. i wanted him to stay and cuddle but he was all rushy. o well. he's gonna call in a few minutes because he thinks I'm sleeping. I woke up when he left.. couldn't fall back asleep. I wrote a horrendously long private entry before this. so that was the majority of my morning thus far. i needed it. muchly. Jefri's head seems to be back to normal. no more twitching.. but we still wanna get him looked at just in case. My mom returned some wedding stuff for us. $145 worth of wedding stuff. it was nice of her yes. But idk. its always like this. she does horrible thing.. tiny nice thing.. horrible thing.. worse horrible thing.. small nice thing... horrible thing... etc. its so up and down. and ruining my wedding is unforgivable. the only reason we talked last week is because i hated grandma more than her for the time being. and then she sends me that letter and i STILL haven't read it because it makes me angry and i really don't like getting angry at little tings lately because I'm too busy being angry with more serious issues. and the little things just my my eye twitch. yes.. its come back. after years of absence.. my eye twitch has surfaced.. timmy swears he can't see it.. but i think its because it stops when i look at him.. awww how sweet :] lol. it mostly happens when i play halo for too long.. lol. its so stressful! I had a dream last night like in the Labyrinth and I was in one of those bubbles and it was a ball. I've had this dream before... I like it. I'm in a pretty dress and everyone is all costumey. and the walls are glass and everywhere i turn.. its David Bowie lol.. its funnie in the dream.. Tim is amazing.. did you know that? Because you should.. no one could love me like you do. I love you. more to come as the day progresses... _____________________________________________________ Would you do meth if it was legalized? ew I've heard of it but I don't really know what that is but i don't do drugs Abortion: for or against it? obviously against it. its not the babies fault that people make poor decisions whether it was the girls poor decision to open her legs or a guys poor decision to rape her or something... being raped is bad enough without adding a dead baby to the situation. geez. Do you think the world would fail with a female president? only if it was anyone involved in this years election.. Clinton.. Palin.. otherwise, it depends on the person. Do you believe in the death penalty? I have no idea... Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already? ew no. Are you for or against premarital sex? against Do you believe in God? yep Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized? not particularly Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the country? i thought the number was decreasing because they are having too hard of a time finding jobs now that our economy sucks... but sure. A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it? 12 year old girls shouldn't have sex. and if she does, then she should either keep it to teach her a freaking lesson or give it up for adoption because obviously she isn't very great at making good decisions and theres probably more suitable people out there to raise the kid anyways. kids should not raise kids. but abortions are the easy out and no kid should be able to "fix" their ridiculousness with an abortion. Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen? no thats stupid Should the war in Iraq be called off? I don't know, maybe not if we weren't in such debt... i don't really see anything good coming from the war.. but idk Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree? its murder Do you believe in spanking children? yeah but only with your hand on the butt. using objects.. even if given to you by a trusted "church" pastor or so on SHOULD NOT be used... aka "the whacker" what kind of parent would hit their kid with something called the whacker? g's. and an explanation is ALWAYS needed after a spanking, not just "because i said so.." kids should know whats going on or they can't learn Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars? seeing as how the American flag has sort of lost its value.. example... some people don't bother taking their flag down in bad weather anymore.. i saw a flag outside of a group of office buildings torn to shreds because no one bothered to take it down every night. so yes, i think i would burn an American flag for that much money. it doesn't make me evil or mean i hate my country.. i just don't see the shame in it anymore. Who do you think would be a better president: McCain or Obama? Obama Do you think Obama will be killed? OMG me and timmy were talking about that the other day... like how I'd be scared if i was obama. not to be mean but there are a lot of evil, racist people out there still and you never know what a crazy person will do. Should child predators be forced to wear signs identifying themselves ? YES. they should. people should know who they are talking to. and know not to leave their kids with these people.. how easy would it be to prevent multiple offenses if parents were more aware of who people were. Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers? not really... or i wouldn't be putting it up here right? i think everyone is entitled to their own opinions and its not like i am forcing anyone to agree with me by writing this. _______________________________________________________ So i made a photo light box. So I can take product photo's. not that i am selling things or needed one.. but its fun to pretend... and its interesting.. I'm also working on a light box.. not for photos but for tracing. like a box with diffused light inside and a safe glass top to cut or trace things.. i tore apart an old scanner because it always made my computer freeze. so I'm using the glass top part. i just need some compact fluorescent light bulbs and valla! a sexy light box! tomorrow I am going to the animal shelter. I want a kitty. Theres 3 cute ones so hopefully no one takes them by tomorrow afternoon. I think I'll go when Timmy leaves since I've been getting up early again. today when we were playing halo, jefri BIT me! twice! and i was like, "ouch jefri! that reeally hurt"... in an english accent.. haha jk. but it was weird. he hasn't bitten me in a bajillion years..