i feel better in a lot of ways. but not really. cant really explain it. i'm kinda confused myself. i am really happy. everything is going great. but its weird. its like its not me that the good stuff is hapening to. its like i am watching it happen to someone else. and i am happy for "me". but i dont feel like it is happening to me me. because i am so.... errr.... idk. hollow? maybe im just tired.

i miss moose.