So we just had breakfast with Tim's dad and Michelle. It was nice visiting with them. I really like Michelle. She reminds me of me. She's funny too. and half mexican and doesn't speak spanish either. They really want us to move out to colorado. We've always talked about moving there someday. But just.. a long someday from now. But they're talking about within years. Tim's dad is funny... we were getting juice and he was like "you gotta talk Timmy into coming to colorado". I don't care really.. I'll go where Timmy goes and be happy. I'm scared.. but I'm always afraid of change.. just who i am. But change has mostly always been good for me. It definitely has more pros than cons. And we'd be around lots of family. A close family. It'd be nice to be close to Tim's mom too. I think having his dad out here was really good... he hugged me. Tim said he's never seen him hug someone not family family. But I think Tim has more reservations about moving back to CO than I do. Obviously its scary for me.. only lived in one place until i was 18.. it was so weird moving to canyon country with tim and aaron. that felt so far. and then simi valley felt far. and each time i felt like that new place wouldn't feel like home, not like the last place. but they always do. Maybe i am a little more afraid than I let on. But i don't want to express that too much. I don't want Timmy to base his decisions on my fears because most of the time my fears are unjustified and unnecessary. Sometimes i get sad because the only thing that really held me back from wanting to go to CO in the past was family... and not wanting to have my kids growing up without my side of the family like my aunt and uncle and cousins. but now.. i really don't care. I don't have any connections in my family anymore. not really. And missouri is close to CO so its not like we wouldn't have any family at all. Its weird thinking of living somewhere other than California. Whenever i thought of where i would be as an adult.. it was here.. and if not here.. if anywhere.. maybe new york. the last place i thought I would be was Colorado. but.. like i said. that's just me being stupid. Colorado is a great place... and that;s why so many people are moving there. and the whole situation with the east coast flooding.. its only a matter of time before the entire coast starts to erode and flood. and if the end of the world happened.. we'd be way out here.. if we were in colorado.. we'd have a basement and family and we could go shooting more often and get all bad ass. Lets see... how bout a pro and cons list: Pros: -Family -Better house (more for less) -Resources like Tim's dad's shop... Timmy could use it to do side jobs or even start his own business. -No earthquakes, floods -easier to work on an old car out there... we wanna fix up an old mustang or something and Tim's dad has a bunch(he owns a towing company) -always have a place to work and stay with Tim's dad -cheaper Cons: -scary ish -CO honda might not produce as much work as TO -hard to rent this place out all the way in CO -Aaron -Tornados : / -moving (uhg!) -weather? way cold : { i get cold out here in the 70's.. it gets down to like 0 over there... and of course there are all the unknown factors. like which place has the best same gender schools. I wanna send my kids to same gender schools (i hear they are more confident). And other things like that.