mind readers. I wonder if they actually exist. and if so... would they tell you? like ahead of time so you dont think anything embarrassing? or are they sneaky bastards? i think i'd be sneaky tho so I dont really blame them if they were. can they turn it off or is it like bruce in.. bruce almighty? and you just hear everyone at once? would you have to be with the person? like near them to pick up some sort of telepathic channel dealy? or could you hear the thoughts over ther phone like mel g in what a girl wants..? that'd get confusing. i wish i could tho. i really do. it'd make things so much easier. not just everyday things like what your significant other really feels like eating for dinner. or something dumb.. have you ever been in the middle of a fight with your honey bunches of oats and thought.. "i dont even care about this. just shut up and kiss me".. but you dont know if they're thinking the same so you just continue to argue... it'd be nice to know if guys have those thoughts too.. probably right? like any guy prefers fighting to kissing. it'd also help in certain situations like if you were on the phone having an awkward conversation.. and theres a stupid awkward pause.. and then they just say that they have to go. what is that supposed to mean? most take it as.. wow.. what i said must have had no effect. but what if they just couldnt say what they felt? but if it was worth it wouldnt they? maybe its better not to read minds. the mind is like a filter. i could think about mooning a stranger but i wouldnt actually do it. sure its funny in my head but completely idiotic. so if someone was thinking "i wanna be with this person" but didnt say it.. maybe thats because they dont. so its better. mind readers would just get mixed signals... i guess i should pay more attention to what's said instead of wondering about what isnt. or wasnt. something. i need a hobby.
Ive been working on my website. so that's been nice. its coming together but its still.. I mean its goings slowly but Im trying to go slow and cautiously and test it in different browsers and make it as similar in all as i can. i mean its a website about making websites so it cant have stupid mistakes. like a few hours ago i spent 30 minutes trying to figure out why a certain element of the website wasnt showing up.. turns out i forgot a quotation mark at the end of a code. one code out of the billion in the document. i tore up that whole page second guessing everything because of that stupid quotation mark. i'm a little iffy about the name tho. jeni be creations.. whats that? sounds stupid. but i have 1000 business cards with that name on it already and changing it half way thru is like punching yourself in the face. or all your customers.. kinda like cingular or puff daddy.
anyways.
i have a paper cut :[ There's nothing worse than a paper cut... o wait yeah there is.. a paper cut and cramps.. bah.
Oh! me and timmy saw some apartments today :] we looked at like 5 or 6. the first one was soo great. the best. we had our eye on one a while ago and it got sold.. kinda. its in excrow. and we were like this :[ but the one we saw today is the exact same floor plan and has better things but its less. so it was awesome.. then we saw another one that was ok but the floorplan was kinda out there.. the fireplace was at a diagonal and it made it weird to put a tv there and u can put it anywhere else so the first thing u have to see it the tv when u walk in and there were weird mirrors on the walls. the cabinets were weird too. but thennnn there was this one a little further from the freeway BUT it had a really nice gated porch (perfect for my jefi) and a two car side garage.. the long garages can be a pain in the butt. and it was 3 stories. lots of stairs but thats ok, we're young.. and it had a HUGE walk in closet and a nice kitchen and it was just really nice. 2 bed room 2 1/2 bath. the others were weird. but that first one was crazy awesome. timmy wants to put an offer on it. i do too but.. its pushing it for our budget.. not the price of the apartment but if we take out a bigger loan to pay for the apartment and for the wedding then its like right at our budget.
i dont know. anyways. Im bored.
and just for the sake of getting it off my chest.. for all you airport lovers out there. i hate airports. they took my lotion. and they were mean to me when i was nothing but pleasant to them.. but even without the horrible experiences with airport personnel... whats so great about them in the first place? all the shops are the same. the prices are disgusting. the smell is gross and the bathrooms are most of the time grosser. the lines are annoying unless your traveling at 3 in the morning. theres nothing romantic about an airport unless youre meeting a loved one.. whom you'll probably end up in a fight with once youre in the car trying to get out of the parking lot nightmare. saying goodbye isnt romantic. and neither are baggage claims... its just baggage. and no one likes baggage.. thats why its called "emotional baggage".. and why would you be happy to see a huge suitcase you have to drag all the way to your car and some? i actually think airports are probably the most unromantic places. they are so industrial and serious. what's so romantic about that? picnics in an elevator are more romantic than that and Im not joking i'd like to try it one day and make friends with randoms from just a few awkward sentences. airports are about as romantic as toilets. i'd rather try to catch cheerios in my mouth on a carousel or race a bike with a lovie across town just cuz. I'd rather listen to someone read to me by the fire or make an igloo with or without snow. airports have nothing to offer but frustration. planes are about fascinating as paperclips and no one likes kids in an airport. im sorry but its true. in any other siutation.. kids.. adorable.. airports take that away. its like they check it at the door or it dies when they cross the metal detectors. something about adorableness just doesnt mix with airports. and jet lag isnt fun nope. and neither is playing games for 3 hours on a turbulent death wish.. even if its hot shots golf.. and i love hot shots golf. the only part of an airport that i'd say is actually nice.. is knowing that you'll be where ur going.. soon enough. and a smooth plane ride is pretty nice.. something about being in the air that makes you want to laugh for no reason.. but that has nothing to do with romance. its an individual feeling.. and maybe for some individuals, not a feeling at all. plane rides are nice yeah.. but i think part of what makes them so nice, is probably because you just left the airport.
well goodnight.
why am i so mean...
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