Today was my appointment with the psychologist. I was so nervous. More than I even thought i was. But it went really well :) Like, better than i thought it could. I'm always afraid of doctors and therapists etc because idk.. they always seem a little condescending. but she was really nice and she made me feel really comfortable.. which is rare with newbies. I'm really glad we did this. I finally feel like I am going to get answers. She seemed to think asperger's was a definite possibility. And she said things and connected situations in ways I wouldn't have thought to, that made the possibility of asperger's even more apparent. I'm going in next Wednesday for a full evaluation. Its gonna take 2 hours apparently. She said that we could cut it short if i get too tired.

I'm really like.. i don't even know.. I have so many emotions going on right now.. mainly relief for finding a good psychologist and finally doing something about this. and so many others..

I don't even know what to do right now. I'm kinda of overwhelmed.. kinda of unsure.. i dunno what to expect for the evaluation.. how to prepare.. what comes next..

She explained to tim that living with asperger's is like living at chucky cheese.. omgsh! YES. That's so true... so much going on.. its hard to concentrate. little noises overwhelm me. make me loose my words. we were walking to the appointment and i was telling him something and there was a few people talking and i was doing fine but then when we got closer to the people.. i couldn't concentrate on what i was saying. i kept repeating the same thing.. and i tripped walking up the stairs to the office. she said that people with aspergers.. their minds didn't develop right.. she explained it better but the parts of the brain the shut things out.. those part didn't develop right. omgsh it was so true.

*sigh*