well. i got like 2 hours of sleep. i cant sleep anymore tho. i tried. i failed. bianca is sick. or something. i dont really know. she cant get up. she tries soo hard. its really sad to watch her. i slept in the living room with her and she woke me up after 2 hours cuz she wanted to go out. but we put her outside and she just lays there. she cant even move to go to the bathroom. im afraid her stomachs gonna burst. cuz maybe it hurts her to go to the bathroom or something... i dunno. my mom and jason are going to take her to a vet today. in about 20 minutes. Im prettty sure they are going to put her to sleep. cuz she cant even get up. but she's completely fine mentally... she's all there. she's not like i dunno.. she wants to get up. im scared tho. i love that dog so much. we've had her more than half my life. 11 years. oi.