Despite being extremely hungry right now that i want to eat my keyboard.. today was really great. and nothing really happened. but did at the same time. i finished "the unfulfilled woman" chapter in the book I'm reading. There are lots of psychological stuff that gets in the way of good sex.. and I thought i was just a freak.. but they listed a few top reasons and i had like every one of them.. uhg. like hostility towards people.. like towards my dad and like jay and stuff. to name a few. i just didn't know it would affect.. that area.. lol. kegel's are weird. when timmy got home i had just finished drying my hair. after he got out of the shower we went to goodwill. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the goodwill out here. we ALWAYS find something we need. like all week I've been saying I want a 2 drawer file cabinet. And the tv stand we bought at wlamart was $140 and it takes 2 weeks to get here and doesn't really even match.. well today, timmy found some nintendo games :p, and then we found a file cabinet that was in perfect condition nearly.. and a brand new tv stand thingy that matches the room better than the one we got.. and and and .. it was only $40.. sphsh! and 3 cool posters of audrey hepburn and marilyn monroe for $5 each! it was awesome. so the total was about $80 and thats $30 less than just the tv stand at walmart.. so we're taking that back once it gets here.. if it ever does. hehe we put all timmys game systems on the new tv stand, its funny because he has like a billion nintendo games. he's such a nerd. i like it. he kept saying he loves me and how awesome i am because i was helping him organize all of the games alphabetically and such. in the middle he's like "I'm having so much fun.." lol. and said he loves doing things with me. like that. the equivalent to cleaning, and he is having fun because of the subject not the task. i thought it was pretty funny. but its cool how all of the systems are set up at once so we can play games on any one we want, at any time. woah! after goodwill we went and saw a movie.. they have these special oldies movies on wednesdays and tonight was showing... dun dun dun.. the Labyrinth! I love that movie :} David Bowie is so gay. its magnificent. you know what's gayer and not in a good way? the people at the movie. they were so loud and obnoxious. and during the opening credits they would go crazy for people's names.. it was stupid. its a movie.. not a rock concert. gbus. But i had lots o fun :} and next week.. grease. maybe. you remind me of the babe what babe? the babe with the power what power? the power of voodoo who do? you do do what? remind me of the babe. DAnce magic dance.. jump magic jump.. :] when we got home we put together the tv stand thingy. and set up all the games and cleaned the room. we did that all night actually. it took a long time. we didn't even realize how late it was :/ 1. Who was your first love? Brett. but not my last? 2. Who was your first kiss and when? well technically jake cunyah in 1st grade but i don't think that counts... so besides that.. brett when i was 17 3. Who was your first prom date? never went to prom 4. Who was your first room mate? timmy and his brother 5.What was your first job? ER solutions 6. What was your first car? red crappy toyota trecel 7. When did you go to your first funeral? i think it was my dad's grandma's funeral. or something. 8. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? 21 9.Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs Sparks 10. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Missouri i think 11.Where did you go for your first date and who was it with? date.. i don't know if I had an actual date until... sean? we went to the beach and i watch all his slutty friends rub up on him. and hand a very awkward lunch or whatever with him and his ex gf. it sucked. 12. who did you sneek out of the house with brett but not as much as you'd think. and not far. and andres. not sean. tim. and jason. are you kidding, i had to... 13. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them? Uhm. idk. best friend.. not until donna really. and no. 14.Who was the first person to send you flowers? i wanna say brett but i think it wassssss sean... i think. wait no sean never got me flowers. sent? i've never had flowers "sent" to me. I've had them brought to me. by timmy many times. 15.Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house? with timmy and his brother 16.Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? timmy if he isn't next to me 17. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen? I've never been a bridesmaid. 18.What is the first thing you do in the morning? pull the covers over my head and try to fall back asleep. 19. What was your first career choice? actress. 20. What was your first sport? t-ball :] i was ugly. i looked like a boy. and we would stand in lines of boys and girls and all the kids would tell me i was in the wrong line.. :{ uhg. i don't know where tim finds some of these ex girlfriends of his. but they are dumb. like stephanie. but then i realized. so is amanda. well not realized. known for some time.. but her headline says that stupid quote "No man is worth crying over, and the one that is won't make you cry." thats the biggest piece of bs. I used to think that too.. in jr high. but uhm.. yeah.. we're adults now. and a guy is gonna upset you once in a while. no one is perfect. what a selfish quote. what a selfish person. if everyone believed that quote no one would ever survive a relationship because it'd be like.. crap I'm crying.. you must be mr. wrong. not that i don't have my faults. this just isn't one of them... i just think she's gay. heh.