gah. what is wrong with him? i told him last week i was making appointments to go cake testing. he said he would go today. he doesnt have another day off until sunday and no one is open on sunday and he knows that. he's the one that reminded meeee about that. and i told him last night and it was fine. and we set our alarm clocks. and i idnt hear mine like always. he knows sometimes i dont hear it but he cant say hedidnt hear it. he always hears it and he seet his own. its right by his face. and he woke up at 10:40 and says like what time is it. and i wake up and im like.. 10:40.. we missed our apppointment. and i told him what if we left in 10 minutes? we can still make it. cuz we have appointmentswith 2 places. but one of the places is already booked for BOTH the days we would need them. but we figured we could still do the cake testing to see what we like. but this other one was the one thats not booked and i told him. and he just laid there. and went back to sleep. i said if we leave in 10 minutes we'll make it and he goes back to sleep. what is wrong with him? this is never going to happen. if he doesnt want to marry me why didnt he just leave things how they were last week and end it. now we have to wait until saturday IF they're open on saturdays. and we cant do this place again cuz we canceled. theyd probably give us the modly cake or ruin our wedding cake on purpose for being flakey. this is like the bajillionth thing he isnt taking seriously. does he think this is all goign to happen on its own? just magically come together. i know its a bunch of stupid little stuff but its important little freaking stuff. he is just sleeping. if this was something he set up then we'd be going. he always gets himself to work. he never lets anyone else down. i guess he's comfortable letting me down now. i want to go in there and kick him in the face. why isnt anything happening? nothing. still. for months. little things arent getting done. something so simple as eating cake is too hard?