I had some weird dreams I didn't want to forget... altho.. i think I already have... o well. Well I couldnt go to sleep for socks last nite. we went to bed at 2 and I didnt even close my eyes until 3:15. "I like the nite life baby" Anywho. So the first dream is forgotten but it ended at my church. And all these boy scouts, or maybe army people, were everywhere and i think we were watching a play and at first I was in the play I think and then I was sitting next to this lady and infront and to the left of me was my brother and directly infront of me was Jay. And everyone around me was like Jays older brother, victoria, brian, sean and everyone I used to know. And jay turned around and started telling me something but I cant remember what. But we were talking and laughing and it was weird. like what things would have been like. And it was today because then I said I'll be right back and went to call sal or something about sunday... i dunno either. And he was all mean and then he said "this isnt sal" and hung up. And I went back to my seat and Jay turned to talk to me but then I was in my house and I was trying to call my brother. I finally got thru and I was being silly like I sometimes am with my brother and he said "i dont have time for this put someone who isnt an idiot on the phone". something like that. he would never say that. not like seriously anyways. twas sad. And I handed the phone to natalie.. weird. i think they were going out. ugh. too creepy. So i went up stairs and this man was in my doorway and I asked him why he was there? And he made some weird gestures and then I went in my room and Jay standing there and I was scared of him. He started walking towards me and I ran to the doorway but the man turned me arond and jay kept walking and i covered my eyes and felt him grab my arms. and then I woke up. I dont know. i forgot most of it. I just wanted to write these down. It'll be helpful when I get sent to an insane assylum. heh. Its just weird cuz I havent dreamt of jay in SOOOO long. havent even thought about him in weeks and weeks. My mind's been way to busy thinking of brett. I hope it doesnt become an everynite occurance like before. boo to that. I thought it was all out of my head. guess not. hey again...... so me and jenae had a pimpin nite. haha. we took pictures in the nude but with clothes on. And she did my haor and it was cute. we went to goodwill. we ate cherries and watched school of rock. jack is a kink-o-lcious man.. ha um jk. we spent allllllllll day from 11- 10:30 watching all 3 lord of the rings movies and PIGGING out. my eyes felt like dying. and no I must go. to bed. to get up. for tomorrow. and such. such. such. hmm.