Last night I played MW2 with Amanda till 1ish. Then by myself until 2ish. We prevented a 7 year old from becoming a massoginistic bastard and Amanda made some douche bag quit the game early. lol it was a good night.

"And that's why I'm not 7 years old anymore"- Amanda

Hehehe classic.

So after dutes, I wanted to see if the custom items i downloaded for Sims worked in game.. they doo!!! I downloaded a bunch of celebrity sims too lol.. I'mma make them get trapped in a building and then set it on fire MUAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAA.. what? Wouldn't you?

Then I watched Grey's Anatomy until the sun came out. I wasnt tired :( not one bit. I made Timmy's lunch and then read Wuthering Heights for an hour.

So I just woke up. its 3.And I was supposed to do a bunch of things. I've been supossed to do a bunch of things all week. But I'm in a funk. I don't know why. Maybe because I keep forgetting to take my pill and when I don't i get major withdrawal and want to curl up and die. Maybe because I feel like a loser because it always seems to take me a year to get a freaking job. wtf. I know I have responsibilities but they are so overwhelming. I wrote a list out a while ago but I forget what entry it was in.. hmm. I suck at doing things I have to do. its almost the fact that they have to be done that makes them harder to do.

UHG! Its so hot. I feel like my skin is melting. Its 86 degrees in here. well it was when i got up. I immediately turned on the AC and brought in my poor bunnies. They didn't have ice packs all day because I suck :( So I brought them in and put them in front of the fan and gave them treats. They forgive easily. Panda loves cat food.. she sneaks to it when I'm not looking and if she sees me coming she takes a piece and runs away and eats it in the corner. what a poop.

Ian is weird. I'm supposed to work on the HUD for his game. but he hasn't talked to me in a while. I hope he doesn't think I am working on it. I'm not working on it until I have all the details I need and he knows I don't have what I need. I kept asking last week but he was being very gay and kept blaming it on the fact that it was his brothers last week before leaving for the army and he was distracted. But his brother is gone now... and he has yet to be ungay.

I applied to game stop before but I forgot the only position they had was an assistant manager spot in Northridge... so I am going to apply in person this time at the store by my house instead.

My head is hot and achy.

Amanda wants to play MW2. that sounds much better than going outside.