GAH! Ok so confusion.. I hate that all that is going on in my life is just boy stuff... why do I care so much?? I used to not care about anything except stupid meaningless nonsense.. and now its just childish puppy love nonsense.. I am an idiot. I truly need to just forget about everything.... not gonna happen today.

So I have been thinking, which is never good. And I can't like Daniel. I talked to Vannessa and she doesn't think I should like him and Jenae doesn't think I should..ok cuz he smokes pot and he tried to stop and I guess that didn't work out.. they said I'm better than that, but how? I don't think so. But I guess I will just listen this time and spare myself the heartbreak. I am just going to have to tell him and such..

...got to go to a drum lesson I'll add more later probably. most likely. and a partridge in my mom's mini van.

I'm back! So good went the drumage.

Gosh I have nothing to say this was dumb... ok well talk later.

Micheal Jackson is guilty... and so is kobe.

So yesterday me and Jenae were sitting on the side of bouquet road and Jay drove by.... yeah i haven't seen him in like a long time but this month I have seen himm quite a few times... i hate it... i dont notice until after but whenever i see him it changes how I act, I am a brat and i get all moody and i hate it, i hate him....