....closed twice before its close

I almost feel like making another new diary....

oi. that was hard. but. I'm gonna be fine and so will he. Ya know, sometimes things just don't go the way you planned. Sometimes life is a jerk. sometimes you have to be a jerk. i hope i didnt sound like a jerk tho. I didnt mean to but its hard with so many thoughts and emotions.

But i am realizing that family is everything and boys come and go. And ya know? I really need to gaurd my heart more than I have been.. I just give all i got and its dumb. my mom wants me to date. i dont really believe in that. I'm gonna wait this out and see what God has in store for me.

In the meantime, my friend Donna is back in cali as of either today or she will be by sunday night! SO excited! I miss her alot. Havent seen her for a while. like a year or something.

Other upcoming events are the Senior snow mobile trip on march 31st. can't wait for that. so thats good.

AND *drum roll* Taking Back Sunday is coming to cali in may! O MAN... the suspense!

you live

you learn

you write poetry....

here's a poem i havent even made up yet till the second i typed it...

loves is crazy like a fox.

it comes and goes like missing socks.

i have to pee.

no really. i do.

so when you're in love

you best wear a shoe

jeni