so today was. weird or something... woke up kinda late. me and manuel went to tim's and packed my stuff up. took 3 trips. it was so empty when we left. i still have my entertainment center to get and my dvd player. I'm gonna get those saturday cuz my mom's gonna have a truck that day. uhg. i just saw this thing on myspace. a stupid new movie called The last Kiss or whatever. i wnat to see it. it has rachel bilson in it. and i like her. but i dunno. i have no one to go with. i always feel bad for people who go to the movies alone. maybe manuel will wanna go. i dunnoo... im bored. bbl. well. i was gonna run but i dunno. i changed my mind. mostly becuase my hair is doing wonderful things today and i dont want to get sweaty and stuff when its so great. maybe later tho. bleh. this new season is going to be different. im not going to be stupid and fall into another relationship like last time. i mean for about almost 3 years now I've been in one relationship after the other. and its kind of exhausting. i guess in a way it is a good thing to be on my own again. altho. i hate how on myspace or whatever for status its sooo.. general. like single or in a relationship or whatever. yeah im single. but that sounds soo.. avaiable. what if i dont want to bee available? there should be a "not available" option. or "no thanks im fine" or "go away" or something. anyways. im just saying. its gonna be different. no boys. or girls. nothing. for.. however long. i dont really care actually. i mean i miss tim. and i want him. but screw wanting. I mean Ive gone thru break ups before what makes this any different? screw emotion. its all going to blow over and everything will be fine. i found a headband. its polka dotted. i like it.