so life is interesting I do not like my current job at all. I want to put it in a can and step on it. Its gay and I dont make enought money which makes it gayer. So I put in my 2 weeks notice on tuesday last week. I NEED to find a new job. School is going ok... I am doing good except this week... I guess i've been kinda distracted. I got a bad grade and i havent gotten a bad grade on a test in such a long time... I almost cried but lots of people were in the room so I just left and got myself a donut to make the kyle happy. THIS IS AWESOME! Ok so I was babysitting pastor damions kids and me and adrienne are talking for a loooong time and Pastor Damion was listening. Adrienne asked me what I wanted to do as a career and I said I didnt know but that i was interested in computer animation and wanted to try it out. And PDK was kinda took over theconversation and said that he thinks I would be good for motion graphics and such and well he was telling me about how he is giving this andrew kid a class and I have wanted him to teach me stuff for a looooooong time but I never even thought to ask because PDK is like the busiest person in the world. So i never asked AND GUESS WHAT!? he asked me if I wanted him to teach me and such and he said he had been thinking about for a while and woot and such and it will count as a real class and I'll get credit and its awesome. It was neat-o cuz it was like a complete answer of prayer. Cuz i dont know what i want to do with my life and the Lord keeps pushing me into this direction... whatever "this direction" is. So Drums.... Jonathan is a good teacher but sometimes he makes me feel dumb. Well no... he makes me feel like he thinks I am dumb. Like he said "these are 16th notes.... they are called 16th notes because there are 16 notes in a bar. do u know what a bar is?" and I'm thinking are you kidding me? shoot. but Im sure it'll get better. I talked to my brother. He's done with school and back at his base. He had to go to school so he can become a higher rank. I dyed my hair black. haha so it looks the same but no more highlights. I dont know. nvm. I'm thinking of cutting it short.. short short... but who knows. It was my mom's bday on the 23rd. We had a fight but its better now. But then it was bad. I went to lunch with PM and talked about brett and shwed him pictures. He said brett was cute. I think so too. hehe. and then school.... thats the day I got a D on my test. Then work, but the computer wasnt working and thats kinda essential to my job, so dave gave me the day off... I went home to appologize to my mom but it made it worse and we both went to our rooms... when I came down she was gone... so I left. I wasnt really going anywhere just driving which was dumb cuz I just filled my tank and I dont have the money to just be driving around wasting gas. But luckily andres called before too much gas was wasted and we went to applebee's and then just hung out. I tried to rush home cuz i thought my mom would be mad cuz she didnt know where i was all day but she wasnt even home. and then at night time I appologized and we went to lunch the next day and everything was fine. that was the mothers bday. I am still working on bretts bday gift... grr the darn computer at work isnt cooperating! BUt PDK said if I have any questions I can ask him... Im gonna call him tomorrow. He made a commercial for Uturn a huge one full of little commercials and for the girl's meeting commercial its me walking on a wall and then I jump and walk away but it looks pretty cool and its like whoa and on the side it says girls meeting.... more than just pretty faces... *insert red cheeks here* but no, it was neat-o and pdkis so talented it makes me want to kick a can and write a novel. side note... I can never go to goodwill again. why? no comment. oh sheesh! I'm almost an adult! EW! As annoying as it can get, I generally like looking way younger than I am. And now... Im almost dead. ALmost almost cuz Im not almost dead yet... but almost. Which leads us to our next topic... back pain! OUCH! I have been experiencing some crazy-azy back aches lately... they hurt and no matter what i always have them... standing, sitting, walking... always! for about a week now. grr to being old! OH! IT was so awesome! I saw the roamers at the mall! those are my old friends and I missed them and when I saw them I was like "MAtthew!" and matthew was like "JENI!" and then he ran and hugged me and derek did too and he was like "jeni sandwich!" and they all hugged me and sheesh I hadnt seen harry potter in soooo long! And he was like "where have u been!?" and I said I died. And wade actually hugged me! I thought he was rasist last time I checked but I didnt question. It was cool and I also saw jayson my old friend before i saw the roamers and that was cool. I was with andres at the time and he said he felt really out of place because he is so big and they are so small... they are all like 16 except jayson who's 18 but most of them are tiny littel boy and it was funny cuz andres was uncomfortable.. well thats not funny but u know what I mean. well i think thats all for now....