firtly.. i started my period. secondly, jeni= pissed off. gosh. well amanda.. is just so... incredibly infuriating its ridiculous. i cant even write about it. i was all set to go off on why and how and blah blah blah but i cant. i dont even want to. and i cant talk to tim. nope. he's sleeping. and it wouldnt be fair to wake him up over this. but it is a pretty big this. even if he doesnt think so. and she is soooooooooo... no. not even oging to start cuz i will never stop. and i really should go to sleep. but ahg. what if i forget in the morning and then i forget during the day. and then he wakes up goes to work, comes home, goes to his myspace and sees what i saw before we talk about it and endulges her fantansies before i can do anything about it. what if hmmm??? so maybe i should say something. i hate her. she is a dirty pirate hooker. and im not even kidding. nope. ahhhhhhhh. i just want to call her and tell herhow stupid she is. seriously. I mean the girl cheated on him and now she wants to be friends and drop hints about their past relationship.. she freaking cheated on him. like twice. that he KNOWS of. and im not even talking "hanging out with some other dude" or "a foot massage". no no.. she had SEX! yeah. u cant justhave sex with another person when ur with someone and expect to have friendship privilleges. what next? a man kills some childrena dn then tries to play golf wth thier father? no. it just doesnt work like that. aaaaand even if she hadnt of cheated on him.. she is in a relationship of her own and she has 2 count em 2! babies. BABIES! and she is acting like a 15 year old. stupid whore. and even if she didnt have babies. she has a bf who she claims in "mr wonderful" in her myspace blog and then cuts him up to MY fiance`. who does that? did she not see the marquees? did she not see the smiling faces. we are doing just fine. we dont need her to be a jerk and screw it all up. we have enough problems. lol that didnt make sense huh? o well u know what i mean. cuz seriously. just when i think the worst is over with one girl.. here comes another. stephanie. amanda. daquari. girl from freaking mexico. stupid pictures. past or not past i dont care. they need to stay there. and there=past. not that this is tims fault. its just annoying. to have to deal with it. cuz if it was up to him, he'd just talk to them or ignore them. no. talking is out. ignoring.. works but not with insistant jerks like amanda. no no.. he needs to do something. SOMETHING. before my face explodes. ahhh. and isnt it sooooo "conincidental" that she would message him 2 days before valentines day.. what is she trying to pull here??? u would think she would be too busy.. shes a mom and a gf and works and valentines day is around the corner. which calls for days of preparation for girls everywhere.. and yet she has the time to not just think of him inappropriately but to message him too. i beet she's called him. and i bet if she hasnt she will.a nd i bet he wont tell me. well maybe. i duno. he's been getting better at that kind stuff. telling me things he doesnt think are big deals but knows i would want to know. he used to be awful at it.i rally wantto talk about it with him. buuuut its almost 3. crap.