I haven't had time for you sitD. I've been so overwhelmed and all my time has been going to school, finding a job and looking for place closer to tim's new (hopefully) job. But its ok! It paid off! I has a job :) yipeeeee!

Its exactly what I was looking for too.. exactly. God is good like that. Seriously.. things always seem to fall into place when they need to. We forgot to pray about it.. :( but I think God understands how forgetful and overwhelmed we've been.. and how our days seem to mush together lately. But we should pray about Tim's job.... they haven't made a decision yet still.. its been a week or so. The last 2 times we've prayed together about getting a job.. I got it. When we didn't with the exception of this job, I haven't. But yeah.. the job is reeeally flexible.. I can say when i want to come in.. I dont work with a butt load of people, just 2. And its on MACs :) and today they gave me this website to work on.. and I used a photoshop mock up to recreate it using dreamweaver and css. The person who previously worked on it sliced it up using fireworks... and it was all messed up. Its in Newbury Park so its close to home and really close to Tim's work.. so we could go to lunch and stuff probably. The owner is really down to earth and straight forward. And the other guy who is the main web developer is cool too. He's pretty helpful without seeming like a d bag like I was afraid of... so that's always nice. I can do this, go to school and still have some room on the side to do my own side jobs.. exactly what i wanted. I just hope this remains a good situation.

had a dr. with the psychiatrist today to reevaaluate my medication regimen. He wanted to up my dosage of prozac.. but i told him about how my friend started to experience hair loss and i didn't want to stay on it because although i could be parinoid.. i've felt like my hair is getting thinner.. i just dont want to take chances. So he switched me to Lexapro.. an antidepressant/anxiety pill. so hopefully that will work out. speaking of working out.. he said the pill sometimes makes people want to eat more so I should exercise more.. grrr. i guess i should anyways.. i guess now hat that i have a reason to it might be easier to get motivated.. but grrr.

I dunno why people are so hooked to degrees these days.. degrees are really good.. in the right compacity. A lot of jobs are looking more at experience over education and book smarts because its cool to know about something but if you can't do it.. then its useless. But in some things you just can't get away from degrees like doctors and lawyers and stuff.. but in my case... a degree would kinda be a waste of time and money. especially with aspergers. i dunno.. my friend told me he wanted a degree in film. which is great! i think he can do anything.. i just dont think he needs a degree to do it. i think with that kinda stuff vocational and trade schools can be a lot more effective. But, no one takes me seriously *shrug*. my suggestions tend to roll off peoples shoulders. I'm never considered a reliable source of information. But thats ok. they can waste money and take twice as long to achieve a goal that would be so much easier to achieve in so many other ways.. plus altho a lot of colleges are integrating distance/online learning.. most of them are still making you attend hour long classes with buttloads of scary and retarded people that smell or stare or talk to you for no reason.

i got new make up /cheer

i should go to sleep bye

i haven't played sims in a long time.. now that i have a job tho, i can play without feeling guitly or like I am wasting time.. yippee!