the hills have eyes 2 is really gay. jefri was so cute last nite. i was laying on the couch for a while and he was being all cuddly. i love timmy. we werent talking since the other day. but everything is good now. sometimes, i guess maybe it not even about the argument. just want to be held. tomorrow i have to help my mom type up a bunch of stuff. and it sucks because its like those off the top of her head things. it'd be a lot easier if she had a bunch of stuff to give me and i could just send them to her or something or tell me over the phone. o well. im gonna go straighten my hair. i would go to bed but i dont feel like just laying there agaiin. and i'd probably just keep timmy up. he needs sleep or he's not gonna get over his well... whatever he has. im sick too but not as much and its going away. theyre coming out with a sex in the city movie! timmy told me lol. sweet. _________________________________________ well. i didnt sleep at all. but i feel fine. i went in at 4ish. and i tried to sleep but i just idk i think its cuz im sick. timmy couldnt sleep mcuh either. he said he only got 1-2 hours. i didnt get any. not like oh i think i slept 5 or 10 minutes. i know i didnt sleep any cuz i spent it all staring at the wall and tossing and turning. and drawing pictures on timmys arms with my fingers. i like when he randomly hugs me or kisses me in the middle of the night. we'll be all spoony and i think he's dead asleep and out of nowhere he'll squeeze me. maybe he is asleep. hehe then he'd be a sleep cuddler. i told timmy i wanted to lose 5 lbs by the end of the week. i think i said that sunday. i was 119. now im 115. but it always goes up a lb or 2 by bedtime. but last night i checked and i was 116. soo maybe i can be 111 by sunday. i love fairy odd parents. and kimmy neutron. kids shows i know but sometimes people just need to watch cartoons. seriously. they're awesome. all for now. ---------------------------------------- i saw one of the girls tim had sex with on myspace. she's like charlotte from sex in the city and im like... lane from gilmore girls. no comparison. oi.