| I called lamont smith today. he's the owner of valencia printers. and he goes to my church. one of his graphic designers quit, so he is doing all the graphic design himself. he said that he needs help and such and i would be an intern. and he said i would be the ideal person since thats what i want to do and stuff. but i was so dumb. i was nervous. i dont know why. usually when i talk to someone about a job, i am nervous, but i can keep my cool. i guess its because he's from church and i feel weird. cuz i havent been going and such. i dunno. who cares tho huh? anyways, that was around 3. then i went to school and we watched a bunch of funny videos. 2 were with that dog triumph. lol i saw the first one but then he showed one about the michael jackson trial. yeah, good stuff. I have come to the conclusion.. that i suck at film editing. like really really.. my movie sucks arse. o well. at least im not behind or anything. i made pancakes and oatmeal. and now im full. Ive been trying to make my room more like a room and less like.. a storage. its coming along. i like how i can be in bed and be on my computer at the same time. i didnt think i would, but desks are overrated. my brother invited me to go to a movie. he's weird. like yesterday he was so mad at me, and now he wants to hang out? i cant read that kid. We still havent brought down my couch. i dont want him to think he can keep it. sheesh. I wanna call mrs walker or something. i dont know her #. maybe i'll email her. i just need to talk to anyone really. i need advice. but i dunno. no one i know is really the right person for the job. and i feel annoying when i talk about my problems to people. i cant help it sometimes tho. its like my mouth keeps going and in my head im telling myself how stupid i am. o well. Im gonna organize some more stuff and then im gonna go to the store for some finishing touches type stuff. |
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