Listening to: Rilo Kiley- August
So last night me and timmy got in a fight.. whch kinda sucked cuz we were planning on doing all sortsa moving stuff last night but we didnt make up until like 11. so it was kinda deeelayed. but at 11 we decided to try and do a ltttle before bed. like put the couches and a few other heavier things in the truck so today i could put most of the littler things. well it seemed like a good idea... but since the couches are so big we had to take them thru the side door. so were taking out couches thru the side door at 11:30 at night and it just kinda looked a little suspicious. and this crazy man kept looking at us.. but yeah so then! we sleep. and i kept having dreams that someone broke into the truck and took our stuff. especially cuz i woke up once and heard a loud noise and then 2 truck doors slam. and i was like.. gasp. and then i had another dream that the truck was being broken into by a ninja and ellen degenerous.. which is funny cus yesterday i watched the ellen degenerous show and she randomly got a sword and shes like "hmm.. this is nice. ive never had a sword.. i dont know what i will need this for.. but its nice.." and then a bunch of ninjas came out and jumped around and she had to ward them off it was great. and she's like "oh." lol i guess u had to watch it..
So yeah.. its 6:30 in the am. and timmy just went to work. i usually sleep in but i couldnt fall back asleep today. and i figure its good practice since from monday to friday i will have to get up at this time everyday to babysit.
last nights argument was about how timmy still hadnt told his dad and that side of the family about us being engaged.. and turned into other stuff too. but mostly that. but he ended up telling him.. but thats actually not the coolest thing that happened.. he set a month :) August. I would have wanted it to be sooner.. but it isnt actually August. its "no later than August" but he said its just so when people ask.. i can say "August". But he also said that its to save up money first too. cuz he's been spending alot. But he also also said that instead of a traditional wedding he was thinking it might be cool if we went to Italy ot somewhere cool like that and got married overthere. with a guy who hardly speaks english and an exotic background. A year ago i probably wouldnt have liked the idea.. i always wanted a unique wedding but i still wanted the traditional parts like.. family and friends present and my brother giving me away.. but i know now that that isnt going to happen. jason said in his own way that he would never give me away.. it was actually "the only thing I'll do at ur wedding is serve alcohol" but he gave me a look and i know that he meant more than what he would do... but what he wouldnt do. but it doesnt even matter. infact at this point even vegas sounds good. tim's family is in colorado and my family.. well if we had a traditional wedding.. it would just be too depressing when some of those traditions couldnt be fullfilled. I think a wedding in anotehr country is unique. and romantic. Its also very personal and special. I just hope his famiyl doesnt take it the wrong way and think it was my idea.. cuz his aunt already thinks i want to like take him away. I kinda feel weird about it but only for tims mom. cuz she's a good mom and think she would want to be there for her sons wedding. I mean she lives so far away and doesnt get to be a part of very much. And they are pretty close for living so far apart. It took a while, but i dont feel badly about not having my mom there cuz shes a psycho. but thats kinda it tho. it took a long time to finally not want her to be there even when she was crazy and a jerk.. and tims mom has never been a crazy psycho.. I think he wants her there more than he thinks he does. thats why i thought maybe a wedding in colorado. Cuz forests are nice and they have alot of those. but im kinda getting ahead of myself... and i am hungry.. sooooooo piece out..
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