maybe if he had lighter hair... and a lil taller.. but besides that... or if u use ur imagination.. its got tim all over it.
and fyi... He isnt grabbing my bum.... the end.Listening to: hawthorne heights
Feeling: copacetic
today... o today...
ex boyfriends are stupid. i wish there werent such a thing. that once its over if it must end.. that the person completely vanishes from your memory.. LIKE! like in men in black.. like everyone gets to completely erase them.. and start over.. like eternal sunshine of the spotless mind too. I would do it. The first time i saw that movie i thought "i would never do that" but now.. kinda of sad to think but i think i would. I really do think so.
So i got up and my mom had made me breakfast.. bacon and potatoes :) i love potatoes.. she didnt make me eggs cuz i hate her eggs. And she bought me tulips (my fave flowers are sunflowers tho.. maybe some todasies.. hehe oh that bruce almighty) but the tulips were pretty so it didnt matter. And then she said that she had a balloon waiting for me in her car. So i went to get it.. and there was a HUGE balloon taped to... *drum rolls* A CAR! yeah.. thats right people... i have a car now. yessss. it is sooooo ugly.. but its is awesome... cuz its 16 years old and it only has 31,000 miles on it.. thats crazy.. and it gets 35 miles to a gallon. word. haha. anyways so that was a good morning.
mom took me to school. yoga today. it was ok. but my tummy hurt. and after, brett acted weird. and it was very frustrating actually. He makes it so impossible to just be friends. But i guess its hard and i understand that.. but cmon.. we need to be mature about things ya know? He is 21 and he is acting like a little boy who isnt getting his way. I am sorry I cant make everyone happy.. i hate disappointing people.. i mean it sucks that he is hurting because of me and such.. but i cant really do anything about it. and i dont want to put his feelings before tims. tim is my priority now. and im not going to ruin this.. and nothing brett can say or do is going to convince me otherwise. Gosh. the nonsense.. what gives?
At work i got a card from everyone. Heather wrote "dont do anything i wouldnt do" and under that robin wrote "please.. do something i would do" hehe it was funny.
tim picked me up and we went to his casa and baked cookies. and his brother got a pizza and we watched the notebook and he said he actually kinda liked it.. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeah right. your such a liar. but yeah i got home late but jason wasnt even here to enforce the mothers cerfew( cuz shes out of town)... knew he wouldnt be. I dunno where he is actually. no ones home. Im kinda boted. and tired. i guess I'll sleep. But grrr.. i wanted mud. tomorrrow. tomorrrow i WIILL play in mudd. Lots of mudd. But yeah, I like this birthday.. simple... relaxed... nice.
well what else.. o yeah. when i got home just now.. well like 30 minutes ago or so.. sean had imed me. he said " I know you don't want to talk to me.. just i just wanted to with you a happy birthday jeni"... and then he asked for his movie and his sweater.. yeah well.. i just said sure thing sean but i dont even know where those things are.. o well. gah who even cares. its a freaking movie.. go buy it... no. i'll look for the freaking movie. sheesh.
o yeah and.. i drew the background of my diary like.. a while ago.. but i didnt know who that boy was supposed to be. i just felt like drawing me and a boy. hehe.. doesnt it look like tim? its cool.. cuz i drew that like.. before i met tim.. weiirdness and coolness. but much weirdness. i dunno.. probably looks nothing like him tho.. lol. but gosh.. for a cartoon.. to me.. it kinda does.. heres the oriigianl.. you tell me timmy...
maybe if he had lighter hair... and a lil taller.. but besides that... or if u use ur imagination.. its got tim all over it.
and fyi... He isnt grabbing my bum.... the end.
maybe if he had lighter hair... and a lil taller.. but besides that... or if u use ur imagination.. its got tim all over it.
and fyi... He isnt grabbing my bum.... the end.
and i luv the notebook...!