Bah.. before i know it everything is going to finally make sense.. and then I wont feel so dependent on getting people to understand me. If I understand myself, who cares what anyone else thinks. well except Tim. And he's always supportive. I don't know where I would be without him. No one gets me.. but Tim has always supported me when it counts. I should be packing. There is too much.. I should be cleaning.. i dunno where to start.. I should be doing laundry. meh. Its weird.. my aunt's bday is on the 8th. ian on the 9th. and casey's is on the 10th. idk i thought it was weird.. 'When winter falls next year, I’ll be holding on to anything nailed down. As for being patient, With fate and all it's getting old. And my mind is slowly changing. I’m calling all my oldest friends, Saying sorry for this mess we’re in. And I’m waiting, waiting, For the sun to come and melt this snow, Wash away the pain and give me back control, control.' i just memorized the presidents for the 2nd time in my life.. took less than 10 minutes... -------------- i think i need glasses.. i really doo.. whenever i look at the xbox menu, the words are all fuzzy and overlappy and blurry.. i can read them if i really try but if i am just like glancing over casually to read.. its just a mess of fuzz. Tim thinks I just want glasses... psh. yeah and now I need em. i don't even think I look good in glasses. at least not anymore.. used to.. with long hair. now I look weird.. i want long hair again :/