So my mom made an attempt to talk to me today. No not just because Im her daughter and she's the mother.. but because I had nice clothes on and was obviously on my way to an interview which is the only reason she was inclined to make things right. so when that check rolls around... it just keeps on rolling into her pocket. douche bag. Im so sick of her. Like. Recently. before she turned ridiculous on me... i was feeling.. sort of sad for her. about love and possibly being alone for the rest of her life. its depressing for me so it must be awful for her. but you cant sympathize with a woman who treats you like crap. I tried. and sometimes a thought will come into my head and I'll just ignore it because its not worth it.
I'm finding a lot of good tunes.. love songs mostly for weddingness. i was day dreaming in the car about how awesome it would be to play my only one with timmy on our wedding. how awesome? but its 5 months away, barely any wedding plans, and i sucky suck suck.. and no amount of practice with suffice. uhg.
I feel interesting. no.. weird. I have been trying to decide if i should call jason all week.. like if i should confront him about the situation or let it go. I could just let tim pay it and pay him back later and forget jason and leave him alone and just move on. or i could stand up for myself because what he did was dumb.. he was the boy who cried herpes.. who does that?? and I am 90% sure he said he would pay for it anyways. so he cant go back on his word about that right? no. no way. i just feel.. weird. idk. nvm. bah.
Oh in other news. I have a job. I think. Im pretty sure. I'll know for certain in 2-3 days. Although it is "temp to hire" but Im an awesome worker and I'll make them love me. Its an interesting job. its through a mortgage/bank or something company who is supporting a hip hop group and my job would be to promote the group via myspace, youtube, facebook, forums, etc. its kinda weird. I mean, its so easy. But I can see other possibilities through the company if i want to move forward. plus the job position was called "computer IT" which it really isnt at all. but I like the sound of that. and Im thinking it will look nice on my resume for now.
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