| grr? yes grr, I do not like [xmissnat310x] She is a couslutgh! sorry I am catching something or something something. I'll pray that she recovers from her ytuls esaesid.. I'm not envious. I'm not.. Shut up or something. cool offer.... psh. psh.. that is all i have to say.. psh. ok ok...i know i always pick the bad parts of little not so important situations and tend to ignore the good.. heh her wooing was in vain. On a happy note! HAHA April Fools! there is NO happy note! HAHAHAHa hAHAHA hahAHAHA! I know I thought it was rather sad myself.. For the most part today was fun, and awful. or awfully fun or humorously awful... who knows... I slept till 9 and just laid in bed thinking about guess who... and cried a bit... heh and then I fell asleep till 11. I went to school and got a B on my test. I dont know why but all day I acted so horrible to the mother... and I knew I was being a butt, but I just continued to be a butt. All day I have only felt like crying. Girls bible study was at our house tonight and she was asking me to help her get ready and I was giving her a hard time until she said to just go upstairs and she'll do it herself. SO I did and well haha you guess it! I cried some more... boo to tears.and then I had to stop because people were starting to come, so I put on a gay lil smile and acted like a nut to cover up my pain. Yeah I need to work on that.. for my secret is starting to unfold.. Jenae told me "it looks like your on the verge of tears" I hate when people see thru me. But its ok, I dont mind that it was jenae who noticed. Bible study was really fun tho, me and Jenae had fun. this one goes out 2 jenae: I hope she is ok. David is a jerk to her and only makes her life miserablely happy (which incase you were wondering isnt happy girls)... he finally said the only smart thing I have ever heard him say and that was some thing like he needs to change (ding! ding! ding!) so he wont make girls cry or hurt and such and that he needs to just be a friend for now. Im kinda proud of that idiot. And I know jenae is hurting but this is the best thing for her. He wasnt good enough. He was better than her previous bf's but you dont look for better.. you look for the best, and she deserves only the best. SHeesh. I love that lil spatula. Ya know...yesterday I was online and jeneas away message said something that had to do with cutting and jenae used to cut so it really scared me cuz its been a long time since shes cut. And david was on and she was away so i figured they were having problems.. so I asked him how him and jenae were doing and he said fine, i am just being an idiot because its hard not being able to see her all the time. And I said I swear david if you make her cut again I will f*cking slit your throat.. heh yeah I used a BAAAAAAAd word but I was pissed and I love jenae. Im not sure but I think that made him think.. I hope that isnt the reason, and yet I kinda hope it is.. my hermit crab snoop dawg is becoming quite fond of me and the other one isnt as creepy. YAYA! the jolly green giant brings joy to the world! sleep time.... |
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