For our anniversary, Timmy got me a pretty sappire ring surrounded by diamond stones and a matching necklace. In the boxes he put them in cotton and wrapped the boxes in fabric to look like a piece of candy. On the top it said "Cotton Candy". BEcause the 2nd year is the cotton year :) He's the best.

For the 4th of July we went to Amanda's house. We watched the Hollywood Bowl fireworks from her house. They were gay. And there wasnt even a finale. But it was ok. We went back to her room and drank those new hardcore smirnoffs. Amanda is a funny drunk. haha. We walked to some pizza place and the guy was calling out orders. One time he was trying to say "Cheese Slice" and it sounded like he said "Cheesus Christ!?" LOL! I was like "Did he just say Cheesus Christ?!?!" as some people walked by and it was hilarious. o man good times. Amanda let us borrow her xbox so me and Timmy can play COD together.

On the way home Timmy vented about Ian. He doesn't like him and I guess I don't blame him. He says its because he either likes me or is mean to me. But Ian likes everything with a vagina.. its just how he is. And he is moody. Timmy said some sweet things tho. Things I know already but its nice to hear them from him and even nicer when said with such a cute face :) I love my TimmyBear. He puts up with all my crap and weirdness and hangs out with me and my friends and all sorts of stuffs. I don't want to make him upset or jealous. I don't try to flirt with boys, but I guess sometimes I do. I think some friendly flirting is ok if it is innocent and unintentional and just for shits and giggles.. like me and casey and rahm. even tho rahm isnt talking to me anymore, grrr jerk. But yeah... I dont want to be inconsiderate of Tim's feelings. Maybe if Ian ever stops being ridiculous and still wants me to work on his HUD, I will tell him no. It is a fun project and it would look nice in my portfolio but if it means hanging out with Ian or whatever, maybe I should just pursueother options. Since Tim doesn't like him. And he hasn't been such a good friend lately anyways. I don't know what his effing problem is.

I tell Casey I love him all the time. Timmy doesn't care about that because me and Casey are best friends, well Tim is my best best friend but after him, Casey is my best friend. And Timmy says that its ok for friends to tell friends they love them and I agree. Casey used to have a crush on me but he is over it. And we didn't say I love you when he had a crush on me. Not until way after he had gotten over it. I think I told Rahm once or twice. He was a best friend too. And he had a crush on me or whatever but he got over it too. Now he doesn't wanna talk to me cuz of the abortion talk. So i didn't think it was a big deal when me and Ian were having a fight this week and at the end I said "I love you, your one of my best friends" . Tim doesn't read my texts but he did this week. He saw that and that is what brought on the talk in the car. And a few weeks or a month or whatever ago he saw a text that said "Hey sexy" from Ian. And he got pretty mad. I guess I understand since, Casey and Rahm got over it and he said Ian hasn't. Or in his words.. "Ian is a tool" or "douchebag". I guess I haven't really ever told Sal I love him. But we don't really have that kind of friendship.. but I think Sal knows I love him and Stephnie and their babies. I love all my friends. I guess after a certain age, your not supposed to say it tho.. or something...? I think also, I didn't tell Sal because he was Brett's best friend and it probably would have made Brett mad. or something. I told David and Alex I loved them once or twice. Not like every time I saw them, but they weren't as close as me and Casey. Being an adult is confusing :/

Amanda said her desk project is probably going to be delayed a weekish. I was going to go over to her house today and help he start it. I guess we have to think of other projects until then.. I want to build an awning for the bunnies on the porch.

We went to my moms for lunch yesterday. My grandma and mom made potato salad and chili beans and hamburgers and hot dogs. Yogi is getting old and chunky. My mom got us a new down alternative comforter :) it was cool because I've beenw anting a new one. Ours white one is old and ugly. Grandma gave us a present too. it was 2 jars of homemade jam and some kitchen towels.

My bunnies love parsley and broccoli.

I am going to call that job place in North Hollywood tomorrow. They said it would be about a week and i think today or tomorrow is a week. I have an interview for a graphic design position in Chatsworth on Friday :)