*insert a whiny cry hear*

boo. I wish this was about to be a happy entry but alas I havent anything to be excited about end yet, well I do but I cant cuz I dont want to. heh if that makes sense. if it doesnt disregard it completely.

A pupate is like a maget larva or something.. I knew that...

My mother makes me so angry and depressed. I wrote her a letter. Hopefully it will help. Ya know that feeling when you are on the verge of tears but you dont want to cry so your eyes tear up just a little? well that used to just happen when I thought of brett, now it happens when I think of my mom or talk to my mom or anything having to do with my mom... oh yeah and when I think of brett, still.

I went to Uturn. That was good, and then interesting. And then fun. and then stupid.

I miss brett...*flicks forehead repeatedly*

...ouch.

why is it called a 4head anyways?

jake cant do the play anymore. And kelly said if he isnt in the play then donivan would probably be jakes part and katie would play my part. Which is kinda sad cuz I kinda really need this play. Its been helping get my mind off things, not alot but without it I'd be thinking of brett all those hours I spend reading lines and and going to kelly's. She told me to find someone my age to play that part, but if I cant than donivan would play it, she never said katie would be my part but like I said, she said it before so its probably gonna turn out that way. great. I dont know any guys my age who can act... sheesh. I dont see why they dont just make Jaier jakes part and CJ the other guy. But I dont think CJ can act so nvm. doh.

I have testing tomorrow at freakin 8;30 in the am. Sour apples thats early!

Batman dos is still alive. Which is very cool considering Batman uno and Snoop dawg died. I miss them. I really do.

I lost 5 pounds. I weight 110. Cuz I was 116 2 weeks ago. I find that when I stuff my face through out the day I lose more weight than when I try to just eat at meals and only eat a little. Its strangly exciting.

that's my handsome.

Ya know I have been having alot of fun with photoshop 6.0, I will share some of my creations when I am finished. hee.

bye for now.

later that day or earlier the next morning?

I dont understand things. I dont. or do i? nope. It all feels like a conspiracy. Or a joke. And I am the punch line... or maybe a bajillion people are in a line to punch my face. hmmm. either or, I got nothing. I just got nothing.

and to those of you who just recetly put ugly pics of me on their diary..take them off... at least the first one. I mean gosh, its like let me pick the ugliest pic and share it with the world. well u dont have to because its YOUR diary so nvm. but sheesh.

So I figured out "how" to take pictures with this webcam thingy but I cant install the darn thing on this labtop.... so i cant take pictures anyways. Suckness. But I shall keep trying cuz pictures are always fun. Not pleasant but fun.

I shall go. its late.