i really wanted to go to the beach today.. There is this place around like orange county or something that has this beach that usually is pretty isolated.. I hate crowded beaches.. it would have been nice. I wanted an excuse to finish my book. but we over slept. fell asleep on the couch.. i didn't go to bed or.. couch.. until like 5. hehe.. i was playing COD.. :/ i seem to do better when I'm exhausted.. :] We're started watching Lost. Its soo good. I can't believe we didn't figure that out sooner.. I'm kinna obsessed.. ish. I miss Ian. He can be a jerk but he's still my friend.. I hope we can hang out before we go to Colorado. Tim talked to his dad today. They want me to race with them. HA. I dunno about racing..! They're crazy.. I had 2.. 2! bloody noses today.. UHG! Haven't had one in forever.. and today i get 2? BLAH! It was horrible. Usually something you wanna keep to yourself.. o what the heck.. cross your fingers.. I really want that job. You know.. its weird... I've applied to hundreds of places right.. and the 2 times I've prayed about it.. I've gotten the job.. lol.. makes you wonder why I haven't prayed about this one yet... no idea.