yesterday sal and stephanie came over and we watched american idol. pastor joanathan, his wife, and scott and shannon anderson were sitting right behind the judges! it was crazy. they had the best seats u could possibly have. me and timmy fight. not alot but we defintely do fight. some couples pride themselve on the fact that they dont. and thats cool. i mean i wish life were that easy.. but i think every couple needs to be able to fight once in a awhile. not just cuz, but when its neccessary and healthy. when its done correctly and respectfully.. i mean yeah, fight, but be respectful too. i guess "fight" isnt exactly a great word to describe it.. its more like just openly disagreeing. or something. and if u cant do that with someone u love enough to commit a life to.. than.. i think thats worse than fighting. me and timmy some times get into little tiny fights and once in a while.. a big one. but im kinda glad we do. we alwys end up learning something from it.. and making up is nice. i dunno. just a thought. i gave jefrie a bath. lol i saw andres today when i was taking the boys to hockey. i needed to pick up my phone from the apartment first and i saw his coming from jakes way. it was weird cuz he still drives the same car.. and he still looks like a clown. i mean such a huge guy in such a small car.. its ridonkulous. or maybe i just dispise him. either way. weird. i was looking for a wedding dress today. so many dresses... ugly dresses. i kinda have an idea of what i want in my head but no one seems to make it even close to it. well ive seen kinda close but i dunno. i guess im just going to have to get it custom made. i decided once and for all. no wedding. we're eloping. if we were to have a wedding for some reason, it would be in colorado. and i would ask my uncle paul to walk me down the isle. but were not. so nvm. but since we're elloping.. i have to get skinny. quick. so im about to embark on a seriously intense journey of running and work outs everyday until.. well. until i lose 20 lbs. or until i have a lil 4 pack. which ever comes first. maybe then i wont feel so self-conscious about getting a brazilian wax.. then again maybe not.. well anyways. i should go to bed. i am making myself wake up at 8:30 to start exercising. maybe then timmy will think im sexy. nah jk. he does... i think... or something. who knows. i think it has something to do with using his razor to shave my legs... oops..?