Tim got me a intuos4 tablet. its special :)

I'mma make baby zombies with it. among other things.

My back is killing me.

We saw the social network.

Casey is being a bitch. Seriously where do I find these people? I sent him a message at 1:42 am on october 18th last week. It said "Hi sorry my phone died earlier and then we were so tired we fell asleep when we got homes. we should hang out this weekend. U should take the train here. Anywho gotta go back to sleep. Night mr. Love you" To which he did not reply until the next night at 2:30am completely ignoring what I asked. He just said "Are you still awake?" And the next time we talked he didn't even mention it. Not only did i text him 4 days ago, the last time i saw him I said he should come up for my birthday. And I've BEEN saying that he should stop bieng a jerk and take a train up. So i brought it up yesterday and he was like "uh well that's not happening". And then I wanted to give him a chance to not be gay so i asked again when i was driving home today and he is so selfish. He doesn't see what a great friend I've always been. I am always the one driving down there. I spend so much money driving down there. so much energy. and a lot of times energy i don't have. He freaking acts like its not a big deal. he doesn't appreciate it at all. And he's always saying "well i will pay for gas" bullshit you'll pay for gas. He bought me dinner once when he said he would. He hasn't EVER paid for gas.I'm so sick of him implying or even flat out telling me I am a bad friend. for the stupidest crap. like not calling him at 12 on his birthday. because i said happy birthday on fb instead of calling him AT 12. And its not even because i forgot or didnt want to. I fell asleep waiting for 12. And I called as soon as i woke up. THAT is the kind of bullshit I get called a bad friend for. And he actually is a bad friend and I can't say crap because he is one of those people who can't accept responsibility for anything. And I have enough of those in my life. It was 4pm and he hadn't even called or fbed or texted anything at all. So i texted him "wow. good job" and then he calls and he's like "Hey! Happy Birthday!!.." balhbsdjkhsjdhs like nothing was wrong. He wouldnt have even called if I didn't text. HE is a bad friend. He wants to tell me I'm a bad friend and make me feel bad a while ago when I was ACTUALLY being a GOOD friend and bonding with the girl he has feelings for when she needed someone to talk to. SHE contacted ME and started telling me all sorts of crap about their relationship. And I was listening. And then she goes and tells him i was saying crap about him. and that didn't even happen. No matter what, being in a friendship with casey means he is right and you are wrong whether you like it or not. I am sick of holding my tongue and walking on egg shells. And I told him usually its fine, i can ignore most it most of the time, but not this time. not on my birthday when he doesn't even get why I'm upset. What a douche. I'm so sick of douches.

Speaking of douches. My brother is literally insane. I don't even have the patience to type about it. So whatever. he's a whore.