I love this song.. Bayside - Poison in my Veins The night sky is black, and I'm awake lying on the ground The grass beneath my feet is hard and cold just like I've come to be Stars are gone behind the clouds, and I can't see a thing So I'll just let my eyes stay closed just like me I can't open up Cuz I'm wrong, and I don't see a chance to fix this head So just give up Write me off, pretend I don't exist There's something in an empty bed that makes it hard to close your eyes It can eat at you until they both turn black and blue And all you want is a reason you should live or a way for you to die A way for you to die Cuz I'm wrong, and I don't see a chance to fix this head So just give up Write me off, pretend I don't exist The ground's opening up I'm falling down below An endless fall into a place that I don't think a child should know I'm screaming out a name that could never pass my lips The poison in my veins that got me through her kiss Cuz I'm wrong, and I don't see a chance to fix this head So just give up Write me off, pretend I don't exist The ground's opening up I'm falling down below An endless fall into a place that I don't think a child should know I'm screaming out a name that could never pass my lips The poison in my veins that got me through her kiss Now I'm too hung up on that to have anything with you It's the poison in my veins The poison in my veins The poison in my veins that got me through. i want to go to the park.. I should go running tonight.. i hope it rains soon. there is NOTHING better than running in the rain. well not much anyways. Last night Jeffy was being so cuddly. He was such a little lamb :) And then he bit me :( Not hard but still... I was up all night playing WaW. I like Casey's friend Amanda. Friends are fun when they don't make you feel awkward.. or like shit. its funny how that works.. that stupid job.. the cool one.. stupid job agency thingy.. again. EF recruiters. I am so sick of their bullshit. I bet that job didn't even exist.. its my experience that they look at your resume and make up a job that is "perfect" for you ... requires all your skills and its like it was made for you.. just to get you to go down there and register with their effing company so they earn a commission or something and then write you off.. never call you and never think of you again. I didn't fall for it this time.. thank God. ...and now I'm feeling so down that theres no god above and no mercy for a soul thats just way to f***** up ...