OMG! sitD is aLIVE! WOO!freaking ooot!!! ok so... so much. so freaking much. freaking seems to be the choice word of the day. FREAKING YEAH! im excited. Ive been dying to write for days. things are kinda cooky. Ive been kinda depressed. BUT ALAS! my ultimate source of uhm ventilation(?) ... is back! A while ago me and timmy got in a fight. but things turned out fine after. said he wanted to go to vegas and elope. we didnt. Then. a few weeks ago, we were talking about a honeymoon. and such. and we kinda got into another argument about his brother. cuz of some stuff. and how he didnt defend me and some money he gave him after. and him saying he would have given him the money again. and yeah. it was kinda a deal. especially since the day before i asked the same question and he said he WOULDNT have given him the money. but we got thru it and its fine. sooo. yeah. Me and the mother were on good terms. i was helping her with some work a couple days and helping with her hair. and we would argue sometimes but not like before. just small stuff. i mean she is the mother. and then after the fight with timmy.. i went to her house to help her with her hair and we talked a lot and it was good u know? it was pleasant. and me and tim were all screwed up and i decided i should move out. so i asked my mom the next day and she said i should come into her work and we'll talk about it.. talk about it??? its what she's been wanting for sooo long.