my mom sent me an email today. she said i need at least 9 credits to keep up the financial aid... crap. i dont think im going to register tho. i cant cuz i might move to missouri and then what? and if not that.. im moving out.. somewhere.. anywhere at this point and i need to save my money... school is expensive and... im probably going to fail the classes i have now anyways. probably.. ha. am. i am going to. i just cant do the school thing. i dont know whats wrong with me. why is it so easy for everyone else? i didnt even read that book for my english class. he gave us a week to read it.. who reads that fast? i barely read ever. and that paper.. i didnt finish. i wrote it about 6 times all the way and it never turned out right.. it never even made sense. i dont know what im going to do now.. if i fail these classes i think they take away financial aid and then... i have to pay all sorts of crazy monies i dont have. im just so smart arent i? heh. im going to go to school... altho i dont see any real point. her "i love you"'s are like fuel to the flame.. they make me cringe. i feel disgusted just thinking it... i need to shower.