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packing sucks. but its going ok. we have 7 more days till we can move in officially. and then 8 more days till have have to be moved out of here. So not that its the only option but of the options, being flight attendant right now would be preferable. Not forever but while I go to school it would just be nice. I know i wouldn't have the most popular flights because its all about seniority but it'd still be cool. I really want to.. but its really hard. you wouldn't think so since you don't really need any huge qualifications. not that i thought it'd be a walk in the park. i guess the main thing is actually finding an airline hiring. and when i do actually find one in my area.. those are the ones with the crazy requirements. like all the other flight attendants in the world can be 4'11'' and 18 years old and have 0-1 year of customer service.. while everyone else has to be at least 21, 5'3'' and at least 5-some ridiculous amount of customer service experience. i still want to try but all these things are making it a little less attractive.. like training. which usually takes place in a different city.. for 3-4 weeks. and some are unpaid. i don't know if i could be away from Timmy that long. I've only been away from him like a week when w were going out. and that time in October. but i saw him a few times when i picked up my stuff. but it was different cuz we weren't together. but i think it would be a cool experience. im sick of these stupid 9-5 jobs that expect everything and give nothing and then fire you for being called stupid. grrr. theres a few openings right now. one is for LA but the training is in Dallas, TX. boo. anyways.. i love timmy. no one understands me like he does. no one cares enough to try. he knows how to make everything better even if i screwed it up. because he'd rather just make up than be right. but i dont just let him be wrong. most of the time we end up trying to take the blame instead of pin it on each other.. and pretty much all the time, it was just a miscommunication. and he's considerate and thoughtful. holy crap! i was just looking down thinking about what else happened today.. and i saw my birth control pills.. I'm not enrolled for classes at coc this semester.. which means coc wont cover my for my bcps.. i have the card but i dont think it works unless your registered. and i have 2 pills left. and how knows when we're going to be married but its soon and we're gonna need birth control pills.. bah. i should have just saved them for when i realllllly needed them. bcp's are expensive.. :[ i wish the notebook took out the old people. the movie would be a lot better. or maybe it they were non sucky at acting. i think all my cousins are either non-virgins (all under 17) or pot heads. its interesting. i still love them i mean its not that... its a little disappointing and kinda.. i dunno. but it just makes me wonder what it was all about.. like.. trying to be a good kid. its almost like.. when u are a good kid but do a bad thing.. its highlighted because its surrounded by goodness and since they are used to goodness they dont award u or theyd be rewarding u everyday.. so it really sucks when u are bad and people just blow everything out of proportion... but when your a bad kid and you do a good thing the same effect happens. so everyone is crazy proud of you when you do something good. if i would have known that sooner.. things might have been different.. but who knows. like 90% of what i wrote is negative.. but it was actually a pretty nice day. me and timmy had a lot of fun. timmy cant play boxing anymore.. he hits like a girl.. jk. but he hits with his knuckles and it ouches me arms. cuz im british. peace foos
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