I put up an ad for free design. I got a few replies. One imparticular to design a logo for this lady who does life coaching.I think it will be pretty neat... its not too hard for the first real client that isn't someone i know.. so hopefully it goes well. she seems really nice. and even though the ad said I would do it for free, she said she'd give me some free life coaching classes.. hmm. why not? Anniversary weekend wasn't as anniversary as planned, but its because i wasn't feeling good. I was all achy and tired and groggy all weekend well friday and sunday mostly. I think its because I stopped taking my birth control pills. I think its interfering somewhat with my libido.. not like extremely but timmy and i don't need anything else working against us in that area. plus anti depressants and bcp's both do that and I take both, so since condoms can replace bcp's I figure i might as well give one up for now and see if there's a change. Ian asked me why there aren't more girls like me.. :] aw shucks. And then he told me to rape my husband lol. too bad we're probably not going to be friends much longer... Dustin turned everyone against me. because we got paired together once and he wouldn't stop sayin stupid comments about how Tim needs to hit me and put me in my place and making obscene references about his penis. after a while i stopped paying attention and he got all butt hurt about it.. and because i didn't do anything to him at all and he didn't have anything better to say.. he told everyone that he didn't like me because i came in late and i should have been put on call. HA! so i came in 10 minutes late most of the time... its better than leaving in the middle of the day or taking a day off once a week like most of the people he was ok with. jerk. him and ian are like butt buddies so its only a matter of time before he sucks him in too. jerks. My mom sent us an anniversary present. grrr. when is she going to learn? and you know what was inside? a note. of course. and do you know what it said? garbage.. of course. she said she hopes i will reconcile with her.. HA. maybe she should have thought about that when she ignored my phone calls for a month. maybe she should have thought about that when she ignored my conversations and questions and avoided everything. No. She can just go away and soak in the karma of how it feels when you are ignored and there is nothing you can do about it. doesn't feel good does it!? heh. It was an ok gift tho. It was a scrap book. At least it was something we can use... and at least she didn't try to fill it up with memories she wasn't a part of. uhg. do do do do do. banana. nothing to get worked up about... sure its no big deal... why is it so hard to find a good doctor? i don't want to see that lady again... free birth control pills or not, I don't care, she's weird... besides.. I'm not even taking them anymore so it doesn't matter anyways... should probably schedule something this week... urg.