What is genki???

Haven't written in this thingy for what seems like a lifetime. tears and such.... I'm sure you missed me as much as I missed you and had crazy inappropriate dreams about me too huh? HUH?! don't lie.

So life is ok...

On Thursday it was really fun. At lunch all these kids we hang out with do these dizzy fights and it sounded fun so I played too. HarryPotter was on my team and he kept complaining that he always gets stuck with the bad team... so the object of the game is to spin a whole bunch then start fighting and trying to get the other team out of the planter thing we were in. So we go and I start going off and they are all like WHOA and I didn't realize it but I was going psycho and pushing them all out of the planter and I tackled Matthew like 3 times and well I won.. and they are all afraid of me now.. especially Matthew. He said that was the worst ass beating he's gotten in a while... oops. Well after school I had a drum lesson and it was fun. Hitting skins always brightens my day. And I jammed a bit with Luke and I sounded ok cause he is so good so he made me sound good.

On Friday I went with JEnae and her brother bob to the mall. "beautiful boy" wasnt there, he never goes anymore. He used to have a mowhawk but he shaved his head and now he looks like a punkish justin timberlake... if that's possible. I did however see my friends brother. He well I think he likes me and he's 19.. He's cool and funny. I don't really know him that well. he wanted to hang out this weekend and I havent been online when he is, so he gave me his cell # on Thursday I think but I didnt call him. Anywho, We visited Vannessa.

Today I went to my grandma's house. It was her birthday. We watched finding nemo. I love that movie. My cousin Amelia is so cute she is 3. Last time I saw her she was talking but not too much. And now she doesnt stop. She drew me a picture. And Coina is so beautiful and she's only 10.

I got home and there was a black out. It keeps coming and going... i get a kick outta black outs. And I like the smell of candles.

other things but I am bored. bye.

I am back. I just read this kids diary and it was kind of ironic whats going on in his life. So he "thought" he liked his best friend. But it turns out he didn't. Hmm sound familiar? yeah. so as I read I was getting mad and thought what an ass!! But, god he's only 16. I mean he doesnt know what the hell he's feeling. And the girl he liked is like his best friend and she is handling it pretty good, so it should be easier for me because I wasnt best of friends with Steven. yeah so I forgive all boys for their stupidity because they just dont understand themselves, so it seems. I dont think they learn until after high school... So I just wont date till after high school. good deal.