So when you buy plain yogurt.. do you have to stir it before you eat it? not that it really matters because i didn't buy it to eat it.. but i haven't had it in there very long.. maybe a week.. maybe.. and i open it and i look to see if it says stir.. and it doesn't and so i taste a bit and it was nasty! and so i stir it.. and still.. nasty. maybe I just don't like plain yogurt or it went bad unopened after less than a week. i mean i would expect at least a couple weeks unopened and maybe 4-5 days after that. the label thingy said it was good till January 1st of next year.. but o well. its for face masks anyways. and i hear spoiled yogurt is better for your face anyways. not that i could stand the smell of anything spoiled on my face.. it didn't smell.. just tastes gross. but if these stupid pimples don't go away soon.. I don't know what i will do. I was supposed to be straightening my hair while timmy takes a nap. but then i was looking in the mirror and realized.. i can't go in public like this.. so i made a face mask instead.. thinking a miracle might happen and one single face mask will fix all my problems. not likely but i can wish. it wouldn't be so bad if it was spread out.. and sort of even on my face.. but its all on the right side.. probably from not taking off my make up before bed and then those nights when I've cried myself to sleep.. not a good combination. its not the worse in the world.. and actually is going away.. I'm just not used to acne in general. when i get pimples it isn't usually plural. maybe a few for a day and then they are gone for months and months and months. but these pesky jerks have been taking refuge on my miserable face for over a week now.. and I can't take it. i don't know how people deal with it. when its really a problem.. and all the time. i feel awful. and ugly. and if someone looks at me for more than 5 seconds i think they are staring right at them and thinking.. "my God, what the hell is wrong with your face????!" and since i don't see anyone but Tim... he gets a lot of evil glares just for being my perfect husband. probably doesn't help that i am on my period. bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Choli is driving me nuts today. I just don't feel like playing. i don't feel good. i pet her. but she is such a psycho. she can't just sit still. it can be cute but today its just.. overwhelming. and she keeps attacking my feet! I am killing time wearing this face mask.. almost done... Last night i had a dream that i gave Travis Barker my lip ring.. and in my dream it wasn't just your typical lip ring but it was all crazy and ridiculous actually but in my dream it was i guess "cool" and Travis was chubby. which was also weird. and i asked him if he wanted my lip ring and he said yes and then we were friends. and he was chubby. my stomach. by far the worst this morning. i bet it is just the combination of lady time with typical stress pains. but even those stress pains have been pretty intense lately. with my luck it could be cancer.. or ulcers. That movie Romeo and Juliet with Leonardo DiCaprio and Claire Danes, is weird.. i liked it. but it was really stupid sometimes. I enjoyed the parts when it was only them.. they were cute.. but once another actor entered it turned stupid. i get what they were trying to do, but i don't think it was executed very well.. like at all. my computer is being a pain in the arse. it disconnects from the internet when i leave it for a while. and i have to restart. but it also doesn't let me turn it off.. i have to do it manually. i even tried control alt delete and shut down that way but it just freezes once it gets to the screen that says "windows is shutting down" or whatever it says..