holy banana stands. I am almost 100 pounds :] that would mean i would have lost a total of 20 pounds since July ish. I think. Maybe even later than that. like October. I was at least 115 in October. When we get a nice big house, and i am working full time and everything is going fantastic... the first thing I am getting as a house warming present to myself.. and Tim if he so desires to use it... a treadmill. but Timmy isn't really the running type. Then it would be weeks not months to look good. but i haven't been exercising, and I actually have felt I've been eating MORE lately and I am at the skinniest I've been since.. long times ago. Imagine what actually trying would do!! i might disappear. hee. wait not hee. I was going to go to lunch with Timmy today. but they are serving lunch at his work for Christmas and such so maybe tomorrow. He said he doesn't have to eat their food and we can just go but its actually better, i have too much today and i didn't really feel like driving to Thousand Oaks :/ lots to do today.. bbl