...nana stand.
I want to rip my face off and throw it at you. If your name is Ron BErret. what a freaking douchebag. "oh yeah we'll take the banners down asap" and yet are tehy down? no they effing are not. why? because he is a douchebag. because asap in douchebag translates to.. "I said i would but i really mean I'm just going to wait until you forget about it." freaking jerk. Freaking freaking jerk. I hope he has trouble sleeping at night because this man is a true ass. and he has a son. this evil piece of crap of a person has a kid.. people should have a permit to have kids. or take a test. first question being "are you a douchebag?" and thats about it. I swear I dont know what is going to happen on tuesday but if i punch him in the face... i wouldnt be sorry.
AHHHHH. PISSED OFF.
I feel like i have split personalities today. One second Im plotting Ron's death and then next I'm excited about a place in oxnard that looks promising. But then i get suspicious because a lot of things start out looking promising. My last job for instance. But it wasnt. because it was a joke. Just like the person who runs the damn place. I hope Mike eats too many doughnuts and chokes to death. AHHHH! calming down..
our realtor showed us some places in canoga park. ew. gross area. we would just stay in santa clarita and we might, but were trying to find something near Thousand Oaks near tims work. we went to oxnard today just to see the area. we didnt have our realtor with us so we couldnt go in any places but we looked at the outside of a few. 2 were okay bbut the area was kinda crappy. then the 3rd one was soo cute. we really liked it. we thought because we liked it so much it had to be expensive.. but it was only $207k. we'll probably look there next weekend.it was so weird.. we have been looking at a lot of places in weird areas lately but we think it shouldnt matter that much what kind of area its in since we dont have kids.... in the car on the way home we were talking about the townhouse thingy we liked and then we got quiet for a second. And i said that if we lived there we wouldnt have to worry about if we had kids because it was a nice area. and timwas like "whoa i was just thinking that!". i just thought it was nice that he thinks about those things :}
tim got sims to work. just had to buy a new expansion pack. woot. i like sims. we got open for business. im going to make a business called [insert the business i worked for that i dont want to advertise here] and burn it to the ground. jerks.
I am literally so angry that I think its effecting my health. i randomly just want to scream and throw things. even if I was fine and laughing and happy a second before. not that i actually do scream or throw things..
i set my drums up. maybe i'll play tomorrow.
tim was so proud of me. He says it doesnt matter that I got fired and that he is still proud of me because of how hard he knows I was working.. but still. i know deep down somewhere he is a little disappointed. I wanted to do good and i was and a jerk ruined it for no reason. no good reason. I thought the whole valencia printers fiasco was bad. but that was nothing compared to this. VP will no longer be #1 on worst job experiences ever... nope. Both places lied. both we're pretty homosexual but at least VP kept me around and didnt let me go for a bs reason. WEll it was a pretty bs reason but not as bs as this last place. cheese and rice.
my stomach hurts.
jefri hopped all over my cloths and now they smell like bunny pee. gross! and i JUST did laundry.. :/
deja vu. everything is falling apart slowly. no job. no wedding. no nothing.
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