basically... went to the bridal show at the hyatt. very lame. i took my cousins renee and erycka and my mom came later. the other bridal show was bigger and had more to offer. but thats ok. got a few new ideas and some business cards and magazines. it was a fun day tho. i like spending time with my cousins. they are getting up in like 2 hours to go back to missouri. 5 am. ew. today i went to my moms and visited with family. me and all my cousins prank called a bunch of their friends. oh man sound boards are lame.. unles you do dr phil. ive been sketching out dresses and i cant figure out to get what i am thinking in my head onto a freaking piece of paper. its like almost there. and then it just goes away. im having a hard time sticking to a diet plan. i ate a big mac meal on sunday. iim dumb. but my cousins wanted in n out. so whats a girl to do?? plus im kind of scared that if i lose weight.. i'll lose my boobs. whats better? skinny and no boobs, or a little chubsy with some boobs? especially on your wedding day... i guess it depends on the guy. well. i guess i'll go to sleep.