urg. Im so sick of people assuming i speak spanish.. I'm brown so I must speak spanish. this is America. I am american. Its not the asuming part thats annoying. whatever so you think I speak spanish and i dont.. big deal. its the whole reaction afterwards liek this face of disbelief and confusion and if its a mexican person doing the assuming (and it pretty much always is) they always look at me like I am a complete idiot. its soo exasperating. cuz. This is america. I mean. I dont go to mexico and have an aneurism because no one speaks english. You go to a country, speak their language. simple as that. geez.you know. im mexican so you would think i would have a sense of i dunno "brown pride" or something.. i dont. not even close. why should I? The government says that immigration is illegal and blah blah blah but then they have billions of programs dedicated to mexicans and blacks and this and that... what about me? Im mexican but im not here illegally so i dont count. And now every job that I might actually be good at is automatically elminated because why?? oh yeah... "must be bilingual" or "bilingual preferred" which means if your brown you better speak spanish, if your white then whatever. sometimes i just want to shoot myself in the face. And everyone looks at me weird when I say I wanna learn french. they say.. "why not spanish?"... psh why should III confrom??? no. you know what screw spanish.