yesterday was weird. today was ok. but not really. ross is gay. i woke up around 12:45 and ate breakfast. vacuumed. installed my printer. helped my mom put up christmas lights. took a shower. I used my coconut lime body wash.. mmm it smelled nummy and my mom gots new lotion and it smells like straberrys.. warm strawberies. whatever warm strawberries smell like. in conclusion i smelled kinda nice for once. I went to work. andres visited me on my break. andres thought it'd be funny to eat ice cream infront of jenny craig. so we did. and it was. i saw wade from the gig group things my mom used to go to. he told me to write him a poem. cuz i did once and it was funny i guess. at work I was putting away this huge train set thing on the top shelf.. cuz it was opened and i didnt want it on the floor cuz kids would see it and take out all the parts.. well.... it looked fine where it was on the top shelf and then a box behind it fell and knocked it to the edge and it fell on me and all over the floor. and thomas was like "smooth".. this is coming from thomas... and i felt gay. my brother comes home next week! gAH! so soon! its crazy! andres is gonna meet him.. and soon brett will meet him and and and yeah that'll be cool. cuz Ive wanted brett to meet him for a long timeness. my aunt and cousins and i think maybe even my uncle are coming here for christmas on sunday too. so that'll be cool. i got to school tomorrow. ew and blah. ouch.. something is wrong with my left ear.. i dont know what... uhg. its sore and a bit swallen. thats not good. ok this is kinda weird but... i think i have an adam's apple.. girls dont have those... i think i was supposed to be a boy.. or maybe i was in a past life. ha jk i dont believe in that but still... i think i have one.. a jeni's apple. maybe im really a guy but my mom changed my sex at birth because she didnt want another boy... maybe Im disfigured. maybe its cancer. maybe i have a throat disease and im gonna die... maybe. OWWWWWWWWWWW MY EAR! yeah i am tired. Im gonna go getsome sleep and I'll be back. bye.